https://youtube.com/@kolorflowconversations Season 2 Episode 4 https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8F3pYuf/ My TikTok I didn’t proofread any of this so I hope it makes sense! You’ll hear this again A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me. I always say the three sides thing… I don’t like the two sides and the truth. I still don’t… because I am flesh, and I take things personal. Because they are to me. Person-AL. It’s two to me… my side and the others. Righetous j

hurt flipped upside down is pain I don’t know if this is an official quote but if it is, I agree there is no hurt without out pain where is your aim don’t call me lame pay attention you need to learn to listen I’m hurt. You’re hurt. we don’t realize years of pain and what have we gained? sons taken from their mothers sold sold again no longer knowing your kin present day I’m hurt. You’re hurt. They say don’t connect to your ancestors. It’s because they oppress us. Who is they

9/28/2024 The Sabbath I’m thinking and listening to this new movie on Hulu. She taught Love. The eyes are the window to the soul. Is that why you wear glasses? Do you hide behind them? So nobody can see? You. Me. That’s what they’ll say but she does it anyway. The eyes no what they see. The eyes know what they see. Her left ear throbs. She thinks of when she looked in his eyes. She can’t describe how she feels. She wonders if it’s really, real? It feels real so it must be re

TV antenna Wait Right there Stop they all yelled balance feels good maybe a little zoning out but genuinely feels good being around them you remember that version of you so you stay being around them you remember that version of you so you leave timing revelations in the healing dark vs light death and life are in the power of the tongue Alignment is kinda like the 80s TV set that antenna you’re waving around no clue to where or how it even truly works but there are some tha

Today is July 20, 2024 I wanted to type 2019. Dating. Courting. I was thinking about the upcoming podcast episode of Kolorflow Conversations where we talked about infidelity. I said I didn't think Nelly & Ashanti should do a TV show. This was just a few days ago, 2 to be exact. I disagree with that statement. I think why not? Does a show and show us what true love is... show us not let outsiders tell us. what works for me may not work for you... and that should be ok, shouldn

Saturday, August 17 11:52pm we are never alone? Child: wants to grow up Parent: wants to stay young young not necessarily a kid youthful sometimes it kinda be like our first time being adults too you see wisdom comes with living the more wisdom you have the better decisions you make the more brain freedom you have, not as many talks what if anything is possible keep believing never stop believe it to see it see the signs and synchronicities - coincidences see it and you'll ke

I still remember that time she called me a peasant. so caught up in the vision that you forgot how to be YOU acting caught up in the vision her vision was real to her but he made a decision never knowing her vision so does the vision ever even matter or was the vision correct delayed moving backwards to move forward …the path which way is straight? crossroads harm to none God lead me, path of least resistance do you need a vision to tell you what you want you know the version

Today 7/9/2024 10:10pm Today I wrote out the 23 Psalms but I didn't write it exactly how it was listed in the bible. I believe it was the NIV version. I wrote each sentence along with what it meant to me... The Lord is my shepherd my shepherd tends, herds, feed, guards I lack nothing. I lack nothing period end of sentence He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul. meditation, stillness, relax grass, grounding water refr

Why do I write to put my pain out of sight It's Monday July 15,2024 and I'm tired as shit but it was on my spirit to write but because I didn't move when I was told to move I'm afraid I won't have the words to say or say the words I needed to say the thoughts in my head were so good too now I wish I had moved when instructed Always me: I forgot what I was saying When God tells you to move do you move? What does God's voice sound like ...to me, it's my own voice but it's more

Today, Monday, March 25, 2024 What would Jesus do? Mase said all you get to do in life is pick your choice but the consequence you don't get to pick. His example was he could go out and get a woman pregnant, have a beautiful child but that's not what he was supposed to do. Does anybody else remember the phrase what would Jesus do? If you don't know by now I do a podcast on YouTube with called Kolorflow Conversations with Uakeisha Barber. Uakeisha picks me up weekly for record

Today, 2/26/2024 I hear... Watch your words. I would rather die... There are signs everywhere. Own your truth. It's very important to go slow... They say the devil brings confusion. I have a theory about "the devil" but I will save that for later. Once your intuition tells you do to something and instead of moving instantly you hesitate a bit or there is some delay in your response/reply/action = confusion. This is the sign to wait. I started watching Manifest all over again

What is alignment? What are signs and synchronicities? Where did they come from? How do I know one and two are the same? What does one and two even mean... Growing up I don't remember my mother detailing what signs were - I know I heard "its a sign" and I for sure heard ask God and I was told He would tell me. How does He tell me? What does He tell me? I'm turning 48 years old and I still can't answer that question and you call yourself a Life Coach, nah sis a Spiritual Coach

Today is Loveuary 24, 2024 Writing sets me free... I bring attention to words, spells... not aesthetics. Aesthetics = the study of beauty When you come to my house, we go behind closed doors it's loud... a little messy... maybe even dusty... but it's full of love and laughter... and to me, nothing is more beautiful than love accompanied with laughter. I hear Isaac Carree saying clean this house. Today is 02/25/2024 because I am all over the place there is no order I start wri

Full Moon May 2026

Do you ever wonder if we were freed only to still be captive? I think about the old days, when you had to stay up late at night if you wanted to see the “sexy stuff,” the risqué music videos, the after-hours shows, the adult conversations that weren’t meant for broad daylight. There was a kind of boundary then, a gate you had to pass through. Now, the sexy stuff is always on. It’s everywhere, all the time, streaming across our feeds, showing up in ads, baked into music, fashi

to describe me Can you describe a person with PMDD who’s neurodivergent with these prominent clair senses Claircognizance, Clairempathy, Clairsentience, Clairsynchrony? Absolutely. Here’s a deep, clear, and spiritual description of a person with PMDD who is neurodivergent and experiences the clair senses you listed. This weaves together the emotional, energetic, and intuitive layers of their lived experience: ⸻ She is wired differently—in her brain, her body, and her spirit.

February, the Month of Love… Loveuary I wrote in my book… “My childhood wasn’t perfect, but I never lacked the main ingredient: L💜VE.” DNA Dorothy Never Absent Her love moves through me Her prayers still cover me Her spirit walks beside me Though she is in heaven, she remains in my heart, my DNA, my very being. I am her, and she is me, for eternity. 2 Corinthians 5:8 We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord. The

to me, The Most High God backwards “I love it here in the spirit realm… it’s the earthly realm I fear.” But today, I understand something deeper. I love it so much in the spirit realm, I need to trust that God is taking care of everything in the earthly realm. I don’t need to fear what may happen. I just need to lean on Spirit, His Spirit, the Holy Spirit. He is always there. Reminding me. Whispering the truth in my soul. Reminding me of all those words in the Bible. Remindin

only turning right to God I decided to go to shore and just be what if the fisherman didn’t listen to his wife and listened to himself his intuition what he knew to be true he had enough Today, February 15, 2025. I've been trying to take my time and make sure I articulate my words but today well let’s go raw dog. The thoughts in my head, written in no particular order with typos In my head May 2016 I became the fisherman’s man. I’m too stunned to speak. The blue truck… Choice

I Met My Younger Self… and Then My Future Self Walked In I have been seeing this trend on TikTok where people meet their younger selves for coffee and reflect on their lives. In the trend, the younger self is late, but the future self is early. My truth… my younger self and I both still showed up late for tea. Some things never change. She sat across from me, eyes filled with wonder and questions. She thought she had to have it all figured out by now a degree and dream job bu