"Can you create the life you want to live?"Maybe it's: "What happens if you finally stop creating your life around the mistakes you've already made?"

I’m realizing that if you believe you have to keep healing you never heal…

Responding gently to curiosity. Being disobedience to avoid being misunderstood. That was 48. Covering in confidence because God said so. Rooted in reverence, not religion. This is 49. Obedience > optics Devotion > definition Calling > comfort I talk to God every day, all day. Most times, my prayers are full of asking. Whether it’s wisdom, protection, or covering my son… I’m always asking. Eventually, I asked a different question. What does God want from me? Not perfection. N

My Instagram post Today, I pondered the question If you’re the smartest person in the room, who do you learn from? The more I grow in Christ, the more I realize how essential community is… Matthew 10:36 reminds me not just any community, but one rooted in faith, growth, and authenticity. #WiseCounsel says what needs to be heard, especially the criticism because the hard to hear truths offer room for growth. I am so grateful for the people around me who are on their own spirit

Spirituality broke me open. It made me question everything my God, my destiny, my purpose. Is it written, or am I just lost in the search?

Does faith open doors to abundance? Have you ever opened the Bible randomly and felt like the verse you landed on was speaking directly to you? Some people call it coincidence, but I call it divine intervention or direction technically it’s called bibliomancy. That happened to me recently. I was looking for the book of John but ended up in Luke 10. My eyes immediately went to Luke 10:18, where Jesus says, I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. Curious, I started reading

A Birthday Prayer for My 49th Year Heavenly Father, I come before You with gratitude, thanking You for 49 years of life, growth, and grace. This is not just another birthday… it is a divine reset, a new beginning, and the unfolding of every promise You have spoken over my life. Lord, I recognize that every lesson, every trial, and every breakthrough has led me to this moment. I no longer question my calling. I no longer downplay my gifts. I fully embrace the anointing You hav

My BIRTHDAY EVE!! Today, on St. Patrick’s Day, I reflect on what it means to honor my Irish ancestry, an inheritance marked by both blood and burden. My father’s maternal grandmother was of Irish descent, a lineage intertwined with the deep wounds of slavery. This is the reality for many Black people navigating heritage that traces back to both the oppressed and the oppressor. For some, that history brings discomfort. How do you celebrate a legacy that includes the hands of s

Walking My Path… Literally On my new 49th year, I gave myself a Life Path Consultation… pulling cue cards for my year ahead. I am divinely guided. The very last card? Labyrinth | Journey. At the bottom of the deck? Lightning | Disruption. The real confirmation? It had already happened. I flashback to 3/16/2025 in Georgia… bad storms, flight delayed 7 hours. In this case, what was on the bottom (the shadow) was truly in the past. Proverbs 16:9 “In their hearts humans plan thei

I don’t have a neat, hopeful answer for this. I wrote this because I needed to say it because I’ve prayed, I’ve waited, I’ve believed, and I’m still here, wondering if any of it has even mattered. If you’ve ever felt like faith is a weight you’re carrying instead of a light guiding you, then maybe this is for you too. Prayer for When You Feel Like Giving Up Father, I don’t know if I have it in me to keep going. I’ve prayed. I’ve waited. I’ve believed and yet, here I am tired,

I Almost Gave Up, But God Sent Me a Sign I was ready to walk away. From the prayers. From the waiting. From the belief that things would ever change. I told myself, maybe I misunderstood the vision. Maybe this wasn’t meant for me. But just when I was about to let go, God sent a sign. It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t dramatic. It was a whisper, a nudge, a moment that made me stop and realize… He was still with me. Maybe it was the unexpected encouragement from a friend. A verse that

Total Praise & Answered Prayers As I listen to Total Praise by Sunday Service Choir, I can’t help but reflect on my life. Tonight, I woke up out of my sleep, looked around, picked up my phone, and saw the time 3:18 AM. No coincidences. That’s my birthdate. I spent three hours praying… writing my prayers, journaling over my son’s life, covering him in the presence of God. As I got in the shower, Total Praise played, and in that moment, I reflected on my journey. I realized I a

she asked me what do I do when bad things happen I told her it’s time for action you see once upon a time I was broken but now I’m certain He who is sovereign said all things work for good and I don’t mean to be rude but it’s my mood I am glued to the goodness of the Most High so even when I cry I keep my head held high because I know the Most High is my supply er so whatever I require I will acquire all praises to Messiah everything is energy and it’s constantly flowing to

Brittine “He was my calm” Denise “He is why I know that God loves me” “This is my boy like I don’t want to do life without him” I just sit there like… wow. Their love is their peace. They are living proof of God’s love. My calm is music and then I start thinking how do I know God loves me?!?!?!?! As Valentine’s Day approaches, I could focus on what I don’t have a relationship, a love story, a “forever person.” I want to believe in love. I really do... Can I ever truly #Believ

Aspiring to be Inspired to Aspire My Instagram post: Today, I pondered the question If you’re the smartest person in the room, who do you learn from? The more I grow in Christ, the more I realize how essential community is… Matthew 10:36 reminds me not just any community, but one rooted in faith, growth, and authenticity. Wise Counsel says what needs to be heard, especially the criticism because the hard to hear truths offer room for growth. I am so grateful for the people a

I was moody but I didn’t know why… I felt sad but happy. It was weird. I worked listened to an audiobook. Exhausted I feel asleep… then I heard it wait, is that a bird I thought it was a dog at first there it goes again ok… I tell myself this is for you ok… I tell myself maybe it’s not my back hurts, I don’t want to move oh my goodness my back really does hurts while that mental lecture is going on I grab my phone and open up the app and hit sound there it goes again you were

Stony in order to protect my privacy I won’t speak of the men that I let enter me but what you must know is that I ain’t no hoe I’m a Pisces a secret keeper, kinda like diaries full of anxieties deep in my studies experiencing an spiritual awakening I’m often mistaken in situations for my lack of communications to others but I don’t care what your expectations are it’s my life, no negotiations no recommendations only preparations to see my manifestations with no complications

Heavenly Father, I’m struggling. I’m mourning. I know the deceased is with me. I am her. I am my mother’s joy. Our love never ends. It started with us. Firstborn. I’m tired of the lessons. I want to live in peace. A life of ease and joy. Joy in the mourning. Am I creating this pain inside of me? I ask myself …is it really me? Choice. Choose. Chosen. When you understand your assignment! When you understand your assignment! When you understand your assignment! You don’t need an

12/13/2024 The would is a scary place should we ever procreate or is that just the little of the world I see? What’s beyond my eyes that is what I need to see… with no manipulation antics this is for us us, who believe in fairytales when they say I can do bad all by myself for us us, that know our strength standing alone Princess and the Frog …misunderstood Cinderella …maid Snow White …hunted Beauty and the Beast …sacrifice Rapunzel …trapped The Little Mermaid …voiceless Sle

Me: Jesus was born when it was warm outside Other Me: Jesus Christ, the Son The Winter Solstice marks the longest night of the year where darkness seems to reign. For three days, the earth appears still, a moment of pause and waiting. On the fourth morning, the days begin to lengthen… a minute of light returns, symbolizing rebirth, renewal, and hope. In the Northern Hemisphere, this stillness happens in winter, a season of introspection, rest, and quiet. Nature slows down, an