Pisces Sister Sign Virgo

9/28/2024 The Sabbath

I’m thinking and listening to this new movie on Hulu.

She taught Love.

The eyes are the window to the soul.

Is that why you wear glasses?

Do you hide behind them?

So nobody can see?

You. Me.

That’s what they’ll say but she does it anyway.

The eyes no what they see.

The eyes know what they see.

Her left ear throbs.

She thinks of when she looked in his eyes. She can’t describe how she feels. She wonders if it’s really, real? It feels real so it must be real.

Trust The Process

Leave The World Behind

She followed her heart from the very start. She didn’t initially give him her number but it was in that one moment she did.

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Proverbs 3:5-6 King James Version

5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

Jeremiah 17:9 King James Version

9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?

You see the devil is in the details.

Question Mark ?

When we say this verse

we say it with a period . an end of discussion. In Jeremiah 17:9-13 The Deceitful Heart - there is a question being asked. And in the next verse there is an answer - vs 10: I, the Lord,

I don’t care what nobody else says, nothing else comes after that, you see the rest is on you and God.

When you have a relationship with God you have a love language - He knows how to speak to you without saying a word. He’s non-verbal.

You have to understand a person’s love language.

She accepts whatever it is and she fixes it with God because she knows who knows her heart - I, the Lord. Owns her heart so she loves but she puts up boundaries and she’s so in love with herself that she does it naturally she doesn’t know anything else but her standards so she acts in the femininity at all times accepting love, while being love, while receiving love, while giving love.

I believe I don’t know if it’s the only one but I believe the heart has to stop to be considered dead, right? Yes. Yes, at least one of the reasons we can agree on. Agree, not agree to disagree agree, agree.

So

How is my heart deceitful?

I trust in the Lord with all thine heart.

I know this heart in a physical sense is at least one of the reasons I’m alive. I’m love. God’s love. I know in the spiritual realm it’s the only reason I’m alive because without God in my heart

who can know it ?

if I answered that question I’m good

but if I trust that statement

I’ve got some work to do to keep living

Here on earth

Hear on earth

this earthy realm and the heavenly realm

As it is in heaven

As it is in heaven

I have to know how to effectively communicate with God.

I’ve learned things, stuff especially the big stuff are gifts from God so

Matthew 6:33 (NIV) – God’s kingdom and righteousness first, and abundance will follow:

“But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.”

So if all I have to do is seek his righteousness

and to me, my understanding that means

all I have to do is find the kindness in a situation no matter what - is seeking his kingdom

so I’m thinking God simply wants me to be kind

All I can get all these things, this stuff

I’m in because you know what I want? Time

The fruits, the things money can’t buy

I surrender

I allow God in my heart so I can trust the heart that is inside of my body working together to allow me to love. A 828. Romans 8:28

I fall in love with life. with nature. God has been talking to people like this… like this and I’m not saying there is no bad news but what I’m saying is when God instructs you, when He tells you what to do, You do it, because a sign is a sign, you understand non verbal communication.

Chicago. Healing.

Healing Conversations.

Listening without speaking.

Being heard without talking.

Mirrors. I saw me. I saw behind me. I saw ahead of me.

Past. Present. Future.

Silence is agreement.

Those ladies poured their cup, while having a father recovering at home. All ladies knew their boundaries. All ladies respected each other boundaries. Those said. Those unsaid. Energetically. Spiritually. There was no silence between us because we were all in spiritual agreement years ago to get to this place to pour into each other’s cups. To respect each other’s boundaries. A friend bond. A sister bond. A friend sister bond. A sister friend bond. The label don’t matter. Our hearts did and if only for those moments we were all in alignment.

Moments.

How can there be a measurement of timing in the spirit realm? I can’t even pray with my son’s father without verifying what time zone he’ll be in - we haven’t prayed together yet but I’m just using that as an example. Because I know wounds heal. Heal. Scars stay. The home is broken. It will always be remembered as broken. It will heal but it will have a scar. A healed home gets back together. A home with scars works together under the surface.

Praying behind closed doors.

Fear will convince you your problem is one thing but the truth will set you free. Freedom. We are free. We are all free to choose. The best choice is you because when you have God in you in your heart you’re choosing Him and He’s choosing you every single time. Balance. The free will isn’t just ours it’s His too - it’s called judgement or on earth, karma.

So yes there will be heartbreaking moments but they are just moments in the spirit realm our connection to God allows us to have more time than we may deserve. Let go of time, be mindful but use time as a moon phases but not as a measurement of moments. What if this was the last moment you had with your loved one? How would you spend it? Being an human being means you will have narcissistic traits but it also means you’re capable of empathy. I cherish moments. My love language is quality time. This is why nature talks to me, nature is everywhere.

It all started in Puerto Rico when I put that parrot on my arm scared as hell but I did it I faced my fear and it didn’t even give two shits about me at all… I unlocked my love language. I also remember the last birthday I had before my mother passed I was in Georgia with my Mohawk. On my birthday we went to the aquarium. Last year I relived that moment with another friend and my niece. I was an animal girl.

I follow his commandments, the instructions he gives me. I read his signs and I understand coincidences are synchronicities. I understand alignment. I don’t quite understand the test - in the moment they appear don’t always become clear… when I pause, I be quiet, I listen for clarity, I act. I am awarded.

A life of alignment.

Chosen.

Called. Chosen. Choices.

Sponge. Absorbing. Patience. Love.

Silence is agreement Pastor LaTonya.

I speak. I live my truth. I succumb to flesh.

I call my power back.

Slience is agreement.

So I spoke. I didn't always speak.

Spoke

...sometimes all I ever did was spoke because I was never speaking

to speak is to say something in order to convey information, an opinion or a feeling

spoke is past tense of speak

past tense means an action that has happened or a state the previously existed

Everything is spiritual

Action. Physical. State. Spiritual.

James 2:26 (KJV):

“For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also.”

Action. Physical. Works.

State. Spiritual. Faith.

We are all spirits and sometimes our physical body is so weak unwanted spirits enter our body.

Disease. Dis-ease.

Have you ever meant someone with an evil spirit?

Be mindful of those you hang around - I think of the phrase birds of a feather flock together. I’ve seen birds together in peace. I’ve seen birds fighting.

Is your tribe’s energy positive or negative?

Do you address the negative energy, behavior? The behavior that may not be intentional, but it’s still unkind - Do you address it, effectively?

Calmness. Tone of voice.

Text. Miscommunication.

Silence is agreement.

You can be living and dead, be alive.

As God’s child, be Godlike. Be kind.

Leave the rage for Him. Judgment is not yours, sinner.

Allow grace. Allow other perspectives.

The sisters were the action. I was the spirit.

Yet, we’re ALWAYS the action and the spirit in our own lives - so individually we are action and Spirit.

But when you get that action

The action where it is effortless

You didn’t have to say anything

You didn’t even realize you didn’t have to say anything because you just knew you didn’t have to

You knew it was going to be taken care of because you had already has this conversation in your spirit

and for your sanity you live out everyday being shown, miracles daily, not asking but shown “a sign”

Song. Sing.

The discernment is taking what resonates and leaving what doesn’t. It doesn’t make them wrong it just means your heart beats differently than them. When the heart beats the same, God is in your heart providing a safe space, so he’s all up in that thang, that’s when you know alignment, it’s done effortlessly.

Free Will. Flesh. The same discernment is scheduled to receive destruction no matter what.

God judges, not us.

Understanding your love language.

How do you hear from God?

Faith. Works.

I struggled and I struggled bad with the death of my mother, what I hadn't realized was I had struggled for so many years before and her death merely triggered every unhealed emotion inside of me.

A time to heal.

While in Chicago, I read Ecclesiastes. It really is a time for everything, here on earth.

Anoint your head daily. Wear white.

Chicago. The retreat.

A time. A place. A moon phase.

Time is not a measurement.

I see 444 and I know it means divine protection because it took me 4 years to work on me.

I lost my mother in 2017 in 2021 my spiritual awakening occurred

I understand the awakening meaning now because it's when a shift occurred

a literal shift, a movement, an action I always believed in God but I didn't hear or see him

I wasn’t looking, He’s always here

but are you looking, are you communing

until I woke up, until he woke me up, a shift, an awakening

2021 Year 1 of abstinence (voluntary) to present day celibacy (religious)

reading, therapy, more reading, friamily group changing, soul tribe building to present day

but what's next for me, be content no matter the circumstance

You may not agree:

I understand when Hollywood speaks of the sacrifice. I truly believe when a person dies it's a sacrifice. Sacrifice is the offering of material possessions or the lives of animals or humans to a deity as an act of propitiation or worship per Wikipedia. The dictionary states an act of slaughtering an animal or person surrendering a possession as an offering to God or to a divine supernatural figure.

Deity means a god or goddess. I am the Most High's daughter. I am a goddess.

God is within her she will not fail. Psalms 46:5.

Light. Dark. Evil Spirit. Benevolent Spirit.

Power too soon turns dark, evil.

Who knows? only their souls.

Balance. Tranquility.

Called. Chosen. Choices.

Called past tense of call, to cry out ...before 2021 I was crying out

45 years old

4 Protection. 5 Change. 9 Release.

2 Alignment. 0 Reset. 2 Alignment. 1 Intuition. 5. Change.

I am protected. I welcome change. I release my will. I am divinely aligned. I will constantly work on being a better me. I am divinely aligned. I trust my intuition. I welcome change.

Chosen.

Chosen, picked out by choice; selected.

My entire life changed in one year

48 years old

4 Protection. 8 Balance. 12=3 Support.

12 to Mystic Michaela (The Angel Numbers Book) is Support.

3 to me is Spirit, spirit is my support.

Called. Chosen. Choices.

Choices, choosing or picking from others; selections.

one meaning says a group of things from which to choose

I see chloroform colorless liquid that changes into vapor easily.

Vapor, a thick mist, fog, steam

Smoke.

It is used by doctors to make a person unconscious, as before and operation.

to make unconscious or to kill with

beware of the unseen that is killing you

Called. Chosen. Choices. ...it's what you do

Choices

I believe I was called at a young age but I didn't answer.

I believe my mother's death was a sacrifice and because of her

I was chosen.

In life you must balance evil and good. Choices.

My mother passed away at 61. I will die trying to honor her legacy.

Honoring her spirit.

Her sacrifice.

I chose to break generational curses.

Silence is agreement. I speak.

I know I have at least 3 angels in heaven and I honor them.

Versie.

Thank you for the Simple Abundance book. I can see, the path is spiral.

I light a sage incense. It has burned down, oddly enough the shape looks spiral.

I read the path is spiral. Choices.

Pete.

Thank you for the peep talk that I didn't know I needed to welcome in my son.

I never got proof from you directly but even at 18 years old I didn't believe in coincidences.

I believe yellow brick road is full of signs and synchronicities to help straighten out the spiral path. I believe my gift is to give others those same signs so they can take what resonates discard the rest to read their maps of synchronicities along the spiral path. Coincidences turn into beliefs. Beliefs turn into worship. Worship delivers synchronicities. What goes up must come down.

The phrase “What goes up must come down” reflects the principle of Earth’s gravitational pull.

On earth as it is in heaven.

I ask you what’s pulling you down? what’s lifing you up? what’s keeping you at a standstill? what’s keeping you still? to express the idea that situations of success, growth, or excitement are temporary and will eventually return to a more balanced or lower state.

More balanced.

Problem is we want more.

Content no matter the circumstance.

Spirit led

Balanced. Vibing at a higher state.

Ma, Clock #404, I love you. I am so grateful for the years we spent together. I am grateful you chose me. I am thankful for your sacrifice. I choose to honor you. I choose to change what I can.

Serenity.

I think about the word sacrifice. We "sacrifice".

Give up something for something or maybe nothing at all because

Sacrifice means the act of offering something to God.

Humans have made sacrifice demonic.

if God takes your life back, your soul departs, and you are able to sacrifice your life for your family

where will your family get their fruits from?

By definition fruit is the result or product of any action.

Where is your fruit, results and outcomes, coming from?

What is your action for this fruit? Your seed?

Spirits & Sown

I want my family to seek the fruits of the spirit. How are you speaking over your family? Are you speaking over your family? Your relatives? People who’s name you know - you’ll know their name because you’re aligned you won’t have to think of who’s name to add you’re aligned you’re praying for who God wants you to pray for…

I am reaping what I’ve sown.

Galatians 5:13-26

for you have been called to liberty, brethren

walk in the spirit and you will not fulfill the lusts of the flesh

flesh and spirit are opposed to each other

The Flesh.

Immorality, Uncleanness, Licentiousness, Idolatry, Witchcrafts, Enmities, Contentions, Jealousies, Anger, Quarrels, Fractions, Parties, Envies, Murders, Drunkenness, Carousing

will not attain the kingdom of God

the kingdom is now, on earth as it is in heaven

The Holy Spirit.

Charity, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faith, Modesty, Continency

against such things there is no law, those who practice these virtues are not under the Mosaic Law but under the law of Christ.

And they who belong to Christ have crucified their flesh with its passions and desires. If we live by the Spirit, by the Spirit let us also walk. Let us not become vainglory, provoking one another, envying one another.

Whew! If we can act like that… imagine what The Most High would do to us??? Read Job.

The devil consulted. The devil is in the details.

Spiritual Hater.

Am I my sister's keeper?

Give me a card that reflects the mood of my highest self, as usual I barely ask the question.

The advisor pops out before I can finish my question.

Start sharing your knowledge with others is a wise move.

She sat there on the side of the car in tears. She was overwhelmed. She couldn’t be loved because she hadn’t learn how to love herself. The more she tried the more she didn’t - the devil was the details. She wanted to be perfect for everyone else. She had boundaries but the kind that made her appear as a boss - a lady who appears to have it all together. She said she hated lying, the facade.

I remember how my dad treated his car.

I remember how he treated my mother. I remember my mother’s emotions. I felt them.

We are who we because of internal traumas, reasons so our beliefs are based on our surroundings

but God

the relationship with Him, The Almighty

life becomes almighty

I can see the devil in the details

I can use my free will

She thought it was going to be easier on everyone else by being silent. She focused on earthly time knowing she was transitioning into spiritual time. She did what was best for her.

You did what was best for you. There was no right or wrong. There was only a mother’s love. A mother’s love is never changing so it’s as you’re led to remember.

She taught love without having some for herself or did she? She was dying. She had an expiration date in both realms. I can’t imagine having to balance that energy? We fornicate like our bodies aren’t the Most High’s measurement.

balance Your Savior, Yourself, those you protect and love …enjoy the now moments

She was a businesswoman.

She was employed on earth and in heaven.

He was still cheating on her after all this time.

Her experiences was taking a toll on her body. The lies, the more lies told, the heavier her body felt. It was too late for her on earth or was it

she was transitioning but her body in the spirit realm was still giving her opportunities (signs) to change the direction of the path but she rejected them. Vomit. diarrhea. Releasing toxins.

Can you teach what you don’t know? Yes,

We teach by showing you

You teach us by showing us

Sometimes I see a familiar spirit. It’s possessed. It looks like the person I know but I see the shadow.

The smoke. It’s taken over the body, if only for a moment, but a moment is all it needs. Greed. Now it wants more. The devil is in the details. It pays attention when to do the Hokey Pokey. When to jump in and when to jump out. Strength. Be there.

Love wins. God is all.

She said I’m going to be good. Her secret is out.

She’s ill.

We lose our loved one to diseases. I will never understand why… I will never understand life, the purpose of it… but I’m going to do my best to listen to God so whatever His will is while I’m in my body doing during this thing called life with an unknown expiration date… days, nights

…some lies are worth it

It was never about the love of cars.

It was the pain that was hidden in plain sight.

When God places someone in your life to point out, or make you question a decision that you made - they didn’t agree in silence - especially if this is someone that you know is in their word, is connected to Spirit and loves you. Listen. We are all interconnected.

If it causes you to have a heart of hatred remove it from your life be open - be listening - to and for God because living divided is not of God.

Praying for God’s will praying for the fruits…

Broken Home. Healed Home. Scared Home.

Dear Big Sister, Only Children, Abandoned

We don’t have to prove anything.

We don’t know how to lose because we don’t lose.

We release. We allow. We accept. We return to earth.

She didn’t lose. She thought she had the time of her expiration date, but she was no different than us.

She walked knowing not living.

We walk living not knowing.

Is either right? Is either wrong? The walk is with God.

He measures the time, not us.

She lived.

I wonder if she had walked in her truth sooner and allowed others to walk with her, to love her… but I paused - God’s plan. Suffering is also a part of God’s plan.

Ecclesiastes 7:1:

“A good name is better than precious ointment, and the day of death than the day of birth.” (ESV)

This verse reflects on the wisdom of valuing character and legacy over material things, suggesting that the end of life holds more significance than the beginning.

we’ve all felt older when were younger, we’ve all felt alone when we were surrounded by people, we’ve all felt alone

Admission. Surrendering.

Love is complicated but when you have someone to talk to about love, to show you love, to challenge your ways of loving, you birth new love

111

You going to let me… hold on… stop… accountability

performance

I won’t fight for someone who won’t fight for me.

I got the position.

I played the role because I felt the pain.

I felt the pain and processed the role.

She taught me love on Hulu

Start over California 6PCI318 Play

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Transparency: I read Oracle cards.

I can achieve my ambitions by my self-discipline. I commit daily to surrendering to God, even when it’s painful.

The parable. God sent the man a life jacket, a boat, a helicopter but he kept saying he was waiting for God - surrender and learn God’s love language.

New Beginnings.

Create & Progress.

Believe it to see it.

Leave a trail of love as your walk the earth. Psalm 104:24

With God, all things are possible. Matthew 17: 20

Spend more time outdoors. Psalm 1:3

Reflect God's compassion. Ephesians 4:22

A final note - Patience, trust in divine timing. The future holds something far greater than your past. Support, expect help. A divine power more magnificent than anything else that exists on the planet is ready to support our every move.

She texted me "nothing is a coincidence"

Again, when one door doesn't open don't waste your energy trying to make it open.

I invite ease and joy.

The moon.

Self-Made, keep the ego in check.

Doing too much, self-love isn't selfish.

Forgiveness. Dark Moon, Retreat. Power. Winter Spirit, Rest.

Wisdom.

Joy. Creative Action. Optimism.

The magic within - The Protectress.

Your energy is valuable, protect it well. Strength. Boundaries. Amulet.

The mirror.

Truth is the cards are just tools, a map... as she stated "a boost of confidence".

The path may be spiral but God makes straight your path.

Delight yourself in the Lord. Trust in the Lord. Acknowledge the Lord.

In the mortgage industry we are taught the 3 C's are credit, capacity and collateral.

Credit a source of pride and honor.

Capacity the ability to receive or contain.

Collateral property or other pledged assets.

Called. Chosen. Choices.

How are you handling your ABC’s of life? “C’s”

Plural from the beginning

I watched How to die alone on Hulu.

Episode 8.

The cardinal - do something that scares you.

Chicago.

Alignment.

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You know why I don’t talk like how I write because writing is so important to me… it’s here I put that higher version of me… the version I see, the versions I saw, the versions I want to see, but the me that I am knows I know the words but I can’t think of the words… when I’m writing I have my tools available. I can process my thoughts. Compose my words.

Use your tools, even the ones you’re a bit uncomfortable using, the tools you’re new to using, the tools you don’t have access to, but somebody else does. Resources.

Silence is agreement - who’s the last person you spoke up for?

Alignment.

Balance.

Joy.

I don’t read your future I guide you to it.