Spiritually 23

Today 7/9/2024 10:10pm

Today I wrote out the 23 Psalms but I didn't write it exactly how it was listed in the bible. I believe it was the NIV version.

I wrote each sentence along with what it meant to me...

The Lord is my shepherd

my shepherd tends, herds, feed, guards

I lack nothing.

I lack nothing period end of sentence

He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul.

meditation, stillness, relax

grass, grounding

water refreshing when calm

I am refreshed daily.

When calm... because we know water is not always calm.

Then I get to thinking about tarot. I think it's the kid in me, the card game my competitive self can't lose at... I am not obsessed asking questions all day every day, because that would be a dangerous game and it's one I'm not willing to play. I do ask for an affirmation but most times I just shuffle aimlessly not knowing what means what... not caring too much either... but nevertheless excited when at the end of the day or days later I think back... dang, I remember seeing that coming from a mile away.

Ever said that phrase before?

How did you see it from a mile away? Sunny skies? Intuition?

10:22pm

I wonder if there is no connection - none to the devil himself, as we've all been taught what the devil is, well correction what the devil represents -

again no connection, but for me it brings me closer to the Most High

I don’t think I’m getting my thoughts out how I want but I keep typing

I know temptation of the devil I just don’t think tarot is it… now if it’s right or wrong, I don’t know YET

Tarot. I am more of an oracle girl. However, I've been guided to tarot recently.

I am learning. I am also learning to be specific in my requests. The request that I've asked the Most High to assist me in, to guide me, have happened ...right on schedule... without cards... so why not try it with playing cards, what can it hurt? worse case I see a butterfly on the card and in real life, whoopty-doo

Literally, what can it hurt? I mean if... Jesus died for my sins... I'm confused. I stop.

I didn't ask the cards anything... and they just pop out... girl, what do they mean any and everything that is going on in your head from should you go to the store or what time am I going to feed the birds. Relax. Rest. Reset. Start over.

Set intentions.

What is your question?

no connection, to the devil

I ask my question

it brings me closer to the Most High

his grace, my gratitude

I pay attention to the time , the numbers

certain things popout at me

I google related bible verses to those numbers

but I keep living my life as if I didn't just play a game by myself, you know kinda like plenty of video games that is out here now... a game just as dangerous as the child playing the shooting hand eye coordination game, right? intentions, prayer life, community

3

I wonder about correlations...

Prophets

major/minor arcana

Letters, History

swords

Poetry

cups

Law

wands

Prophecy

pentacles

Then I think about iron sharpens iron maybe the swords are with Proverbs.

I wonder about the pentacles... I feel like Prophecy, Revelations is what them “fortune tellers do” cause I don’t know the future, I can’t even phantom the idea of knowing free will of 100,000,000 of 1,000s of people involved just to get a job. 1 Job.

as in a literal job, income

Yup, that’s all on the Most High God.

whatever, cause I keep thinking… I doubt I go down this made up rabbit hole

but it make me think

Who is right and who is wrong?

The laws. No pork? Sabbath?

Is truth always just an opinion?

I could keep going on and on

I pray to hear God's words.

Clarity. Ease. Wisdom. Divine Protection.

We are all just trying to survive, may pain is equal to your pain even though it may not look the same.

I love you! Be kind to yourself. Be who you want to be. Each day is a day to reinvent yourself.

Choices. Consequences. Your life.

Jude 1

but these speak evil of those things which they know not; but what they know naturally, as brute beasts, in those things they corrupt themselves.

vs 24

All praises to the Most High God my creator that keeps me from falling inside of the sunken place.

Isaiah 57

now I have to research St. Agabus

but I meditate on the word

I just want to get this life thing right, it's what I'm here for to succeed

at the game of life

11:07pm

hesitation, I close the computer 11:21pm

God told me that when you forgive you release.

You release everything. It’s like it never existed. This is how you allow relationships to mend through the spirit of forgiveness, the spirit that allows you to release the hurt I’m hesitant to say to not forget but maybe it’s not forget maybe it’s growth where now you’ve learned something you’ve grown evolved so you see things a bit clearer you have clarity you don’t dwell on the past because you know at any moment as long as there is a moment you can change any situation it may not be overnight but with action nothing else can come but results and you keep going and going until you get those desired results remember you have boundaries so maybe it isn’t like it was before maybe just maybe what’s flourishing is better than any seed you’ve ever planted before or maybe it’s so small and you appreciate it even more because something sprouted when you watched others leave, get weak and fall off like flowers do it’s so many intricate details but it really can be so simple

authentic …The Plastics

I wondered, can I forgive? I forgive myself. I release.

It’s me, I’m who I needed to apologize too.

I am not ashamed. I am me. I call my power back.

Tikisha I love you.

12:12am