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Love is calm (renamed)

Season 2 Episode 4


My TikTok


I didn’t proofread any of this so I hope it makes sense!



You’ll hear this again

A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me.


I always say the three sides thing…

I don’t like the two sides and the truth.

I still don’t… because I am flesh, and I take things personal. Because they are to me. Person-AL.

It’s two to me… my side and the others.

Righetous judgment is why he died on the cross

Father, Son, Holy Spirit

3 sides

I allow the Spirit to guide me

When the Father and Sons come together

the first born son, the legacy

I will fear no evil

Alignment nothing can stop it cause they are walking together with Spirit

Why do you think they tried to break our families up?

A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me.


We were born free but not literally. Release.


Father Abraham and the rest of our ancestors and ‘em.


How I used to use ChatGpt


I’ve heard of this father Abraham has many sons. What is the history of that?


The phrase “Father Abraham has many sons” originates from both the Bible and a well-known children’s song based on Abraham’s significant role in the religious histories of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam.


Man… I need to go back I know I’ve written about ChatGPT I did do one bar tho last March I think maybe April

all irrelevant

I spit that out like ChatGPT

you bitches can’t see me


new lyrics today I’m gonna focus on building a sisterhood cause beauty bougie and brains is coming up next it’s enough for us all to get it’s enough for us all to do it aspire to inspire and be aspiring while we’re admiring each other they are conspiring a conspiracy against thee you better way wake up or you’ll be next


don’t be tricked again

The initial discussions about banning TikTok in the United States began in 2020. In August of that year, President Donald Trump signed an executive order citing national security concerns and setting a 45-day deadline for ByteDance, TikTok’s parent company, to divest its U.S. operations. This action marked the first significant move toward a potential ban of the app in the U.S.


Tactic.


Pandemic hit.

Beyoncé said date unknown “people are so brainwashed” “human form”

What Jay-Z say? In the story of O.J.? Still nigga.

Album 444

Some didn’t wake up.

Flesh. Ego.


Spiritual Warfare.

Promised Land.

Earth won’t be destroyed???

“Heaven on Earth?

Ok, got it.


originally it was Hibernation Season, two days ago



Today 1/25/2025

I trust God based on my faith.

My mustard seed faith. I know I can’t move a mountain literally but spiritually God can.

I remember the mountains that were moved.

I trust God based on my history - My understanding of His story. My understanding of me and Him.

United as ONE. My head.


Ok… so I just got on to ChatGPT for real for real like I was using it, but not to his fullest potential so today I tried it out at least for what I needed it = where I think if it’s full of potential for today in this moment right now his second because this is literally all I have:


I remember once my mom said how do I know I’ll be dead. It was funny but now… it’s not. Reality. Words.


Write me a spiritual message sounding professionally but relatable

How many times does the Bible say “man and woman” vs how many times say “man” how many does it say “woman”

Lilith isn’t mentioned in the Bible

When was she discovered? Didn’t she date Adam?

Fallen Angel

Split

God said he wouldn’t destroy earth

My sister told me this today

So

Free will

Eve is tempted

damn

Rest with all kinds of stuff

Water, rainbows, wars, fire

water air earth fire

So now we in 2025

The year of the snake !!!!!

So SPIRITUAL WARFARE

this why I love Future

the double

from honest to a monster

purple reign

the color purple

think that’s in the Bible too

Evol (evil) but it’s really LOVE

for literally

“Future HNDRXX” who he already introduced us too

now he figured it all out

he is the WIZRD

My mom loved The Wiz

Spiritual Warfare

I never like you

last year was the year of the dragon

we don’t play air (fair)

we know the rest

and now mixtape Pluto

What’s next??

Every choice matters

Every single one

But the key is alignment

ChatGPT

Spiritual Message: The Power of Choice and Alignment

In the vast story of creation, humanity has always stood at the crossroads of free will and divine order. The Bible, while rich in its mentions of “man” and “woman,” reminds us that balance, unity, and choices shape our path. Adam and Eve’s journey illustrates the power of choice—Eve being tempted, Adam joining in—and how every decision carries ripples that extend far beyond the moment.

The tale of Lilith, though not explicitly mentioned in Scripture, emerges from ancient lore. She represents independence, separation, and the complexities of human desire. Whether or not she walked with Adam, her story symbolizes the tension between free will and divine alignment.

Fast forward to now—2025, the year of the snake. Snakes represent transformation, wisdom, and sometimes, the shedding of illusions. As we step into this era of spiritual warfare, we must be vigilant. The elements around us—water, air, earth, and fire—

Pause

zodiac signs but maybe not for you

it is for me so there is no but

my choice at free wheel

Ok play

remind us of God’s covenant, His promise never to destroy the earth again. These elements also remind us of our role as stewards of our spiritual, mental, and physical environments.

Spiritual warfare isn’t about chaos; it’s about clarity. The battles we face—externally and within—require that we stand in alignment with our divine purpose. Every choice matters. Every thought, every word, and every action moves us closer to love or fear, peace or unrest.

Your sister was right: God’s promise stands. But it’s our choices, our ability to align with His vision for us, that determine the quality of our journey.

Even in the music, there are echoes of this truth. Future’s evolution—from “Honest” to “Monster” to “The WIZRD”—is a reflection of the inner battles we all fight. He shows us the dance between love and struggle, growth and destruction. And yes, “Purple Reign” feels biblical, a nod to transformation and royalty. Love and Evol—two sides of the same coin, reminding us that duality often points us back to our core.

Like your mom loving The Wiz, we all crave the journey home—the one that requires courage, heart, and wisdom. So what’s next? Pluto, transformation, rebirth. But the key is alignment. For you, it’s visual—how you see. For others, it’s sound, touch, or intuition.

The takeaway? Every moment is a choice. Every choice is a step. And alignment is the bridge between the divine and the daily. Walk boldly, trusting the spiritual armor you’ve been given. The warfare may be real, but so is the victory already written.

They told us

keep your enemies close but your friends closer

Matthew 10:16 (KJV):

“Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.”

This verse reminds us to be discerning and strategic in our interactions, maintaining wisdom and awareness while acting with integrity, even among those who may not have our best interests at heart.

The relatives you start with you then you build your families.

It’s all spiritual… it’s just what that means to you is spiritual your religion?

Because it is mine.

My brain right now:

The bottom line is free will matters, choices matter, being accountable matters, understanding matters, two sides to a story, good and evil, wrong and right, however you word it opposites attract…

Attraction

We don’t chase We attract

we are what we eat

what do you feed yourself?

food & nutrition

they go together

what’s your food and what’s your nutrition

my food is cinnamon rolls and my nutrition is casserole

cake and eat it too

literally

you want your cake? and eat it too.

What’s your next move?

Do you really believe it to see it?

How do you know you’re in alignment?


Animals have instincts.

They trust their instincts.


Spirit animals of the week:

Fox, Peacock, Blue Jay, Cardinals, Dove, Crow



The podcast taught me love was calm.

Love is patience. Bible.

Music saved my life.

It was Lizzo in 2016 again in 2022.

The next addiction: HNDRXX.

Music is my calm. Music is my love.

Today I saw a dove.

Spiritual Meaning: Mourning doves symbolize love, renewal, and spiritual presence. They are often seen as signs of comfort and reassurance from Spirit, encouraging you to trust the process and embrace the peace that comes with letting go. Their soft cooing serves as a gentle reminder that healing and harmony are always within reach.


Matthew 10:16

Numbers: 1016, 707

One day at a time.

Tarot card of the day

Strength (reversed) Six of Cups

see we all got the demon in us

cause why would you think the worse of me when we all sin and my free will is to use tarot spiritually and not demonically

don’t care alignment

love it alignment


A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me.

Book a consultation and discover the signs meant specifically for you.

Let’s explore the path Spirit is guiding you toward and uncover the clarity you seek.

Your alignment is waiting!

Step into it!!


Six of Cups Strength
Six of Cups Strength
Strength (reversed) Six of Cups
Strength (reversed) Six of Cups
The Year of the Snake 2025
The Year of the Snake 2025
 Bibliomancy
Bibliomancy
Accountability
Accountability

Believe it or not, unpublished

written 2 days ago


Am I resting up for summer?

Am I just fucking exhausted?

Maybe both?


She said... if I pray and get on my knees God moves.

I think of Job.


Once upon a time I was in a situationship and how did I heal from that relationship?


Future

then you become delusional

but being delusional brought you Spirit

but did it bring psychosis too?

no

gotta believe it first

do I believe it to see it

I am starting to wonder

gimmick



My Savages

I read the lyrics on Apple Music can I say this without being sued?

the love I got for India


I get it...

I think of the ones that I thought was the one without giving it no thought at all

but when you know you messed up

like when you are missing something

something you know they would have to give


I get it but me personally I don't have a spin the block (phrase I learned from the podcast)

I really am an Auntie

like

I was taught by MC Lyte

I need a rough neck

Future taught me a man could be both

2 sides

2 that you need


Pluto 3D

Honest Monster

ok he just out here in beastmode

56 nights

that's biblical right there ...partying

DS2 gotta go back to that

what a time to be alive

we all loved us some 2016


How do we get cities named after us and not just streets?

I want to build a community so my family will always have a place to life... requiring essentials close by - hospitals and places of worship.

My sisterhood... we all write out our wildness dreams... collab

In a perfect would we'd collab


so my safety music

evol ... love backwards

and then

we get another Honest Monster

which he told us in Throw Away

Future HNXRXX


and if we get a super slimey 2


but my toxic relationship trauma is healed

why are we taught that being dependent is wrong

having a head - a mentor - something... an upgrade

Jay Z said ok show me how you can upgrade me

or I may be making those lyrics up don't sue me

I need everybody on my assignment to upgrade

chapter completed


but the point is we all need a truth teller, a teacher, an upgrade

next level


What if you are co-dependent with who you're supposed to be co-dependent with?

one flesh


since we fucked it all up with all this fornicating and everything else

how to we get back on track? and in no so many fleshes

soul ties

karma

floating around here


cleanse


to abundance



being authentically me

learning who that is



I am grown grown and still fucking up

geesh

it is what it is

sometimes I get tired of writing my own script

but when you let somebody else write your story...

so I sleep

I don't like this version but I don't have enough strength to push through this version and when I do too much of pushing through I get a headache

what am I doing wrong

what worked the last time

why is that not working this time

what's so different this time

the questions

make them stop

sober mind, literally


and I am bear?

do I need to hibernate in the winter

focus on the script


when do you learn

how do you learn


know when to pivot



Future, the rapper, taught me two sides and both sides are true

Honest Monster

Future HNDRXX


they write you in their story too

those we never see again

those we do


alignment

who do you trust

divine timing

trust process, whatever that is


How do we get a second chance?

what if we don't

the what if is so strong

make it stop


truthteller

it's okay to disagree

everybody is an assignment

how you complete your assignment is on you


at will

free will


what does any of this mean

life, life itself


77 90 99


OMG the overthinking

all this to say


Future Grand Marnier

I can't remix a recipe

but you can get this kiddie riddle out of me


Dirty Sprite 2

DS2

did I say that already?


exclusive experiences?



toxic music saved my life

but now I feel

unbalanced


trust


Trust God.


God,

How? How do I trust you? I forgot. I don't want to feel any more pain.

Help! My head hurts.


Psalms Luke Matthew






 
 
 

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Acqui
Acqui
Jan 26, 2025
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The real, raw and uncut. The truth. We're all battling, we're all struggling. WRITE ON, KISHA!

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