Love is calm (renamed)
- Tikisha
- Jan 26, 2025
- 9 min read
Season 2 Episode 4
My TikTok
I didn’t proofread any of this so I hope it makes sense!

You’ll hear this again
A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me.
I always say the three sides thing…
I don’t like the two sides and the truth.
I still don’t… because I am flesh, and I take things personal. Because they are to me. Person-AL.
It’s two to me… my side and the others.
Righetous judgment is why he died on the cross
Father, Son, Holy Spirit
3 sides
I allow the Spirit to guide me
When the Father and Sons come together
the first born son, the legacy
I will fear no evil
Alignment nothing can stop it cause they are walking together with Spirit
Why do you think they tried to break our families up?
A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me.
We were born free but not literally. Release.
Father Abraham and the rest of our ancestors and ‘em.
How I used to use ChatGpt
I’ve heard of this father Abraham has many sons. What is the history of that?
The phrase “Father Abraham has many sons” originates from both the Bible and a well-known children’s song based on Abraham’s significant role in the religious histories of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam.
Man… I need to go back I know I’ve written about ChatGPT I did do one bar tho last March I think maybe April
all irrelevant
I spit that out like ChatGPT
you bitches can’t see me
new lyrics today I’m gonna focus on building a sisterhood cause beauty bougie and brains is coming up next it’s enough for us all to get it’s enough for us all to do it aspire to inspire and be aspiring while we’re admiring each other they are conspiring a conspiracy against thee you better way wake up or you’ll be next
don’t be tricked again
The initial discussions about banning TikTok in the United States began in 2020. In August of that year, President Donald Trump signed an executive order citing national security concerns and setting a 45-day deadline for ByteDance, TikTok’s parent company, to divest its U.S. operations. This action marked the first significant move toward a potential ban of the app in the U.S.
Tactic.
Pandemic hit.
Beyoncé said date unknown “people are so brainwashed” “human form”
What Jay-Z say? In the story of O.J.? Still nigga.
Album 444
Some didn’t wake up.
Flesh. Ego.
Spiritual Warfare.
Promised Land.
Earth won’t be destroyed???
“Heaven on Earth?
Ok, got it.
originally it was Hibernation Season, two days ago
Today 1/25/2025
I trust God based on my faith.
My mustard seed faith. I know I can’t move a mountain literally but spiritually God can.
I remember the mountains that were moved.
I trust God based on my history - My understanding of His story. My understanding of me and Him.
United as ONE. My head.
Ok… so I just got on to ChatGPT for real for real like I was using it, but not to his fullest potential so today I tried it out at least for what I needed it = where I think if it’s full of potential for today in this moment right now his second because this is literally all I have:
I remember once my mom said how do I know I’ll be dead. It was funny but now… it’s not. Reality. Words.
Write me a spiritual message sounding professionally but relatable
How many times does the Bible say “man and woman” vs how many times say “man” how many does it say “woman”
Lilith isn’t mentioned in the Bible
When was she discovered? Didn’t she date Adam?
Fallen Angel
Split
God said he wouldn’t destroy earth
My sister told me this today
So
Free will
Eve is tempted
damn
Rest with all kinds of stuff
Water, rainbows, wars, fire
water air earth fire
So now we in 2025
The year of the snake !!!!!
So SPIRITUAL WARFARE
this why I love Future
the double
from honest to a monster
purple reign
the color purple
think that’s in the Bible too
Evol (evil) but it’s really LOVE
for literally
“Future HNDRXX” who he already introduced us too
now he figured it all out
he is the WIZRD
My mom loved The Wiz
Spiritual Warfare
I never like you
last year was the year of the dragon
we don’t play air (fair)
we know the rest
and now mixtape Pluto
What’s next??
Every choice matters
Every single one
But the key is alignment
ChatGPT
Spiritual Message: The Power of Choice and Alignment
In the vast story of creation, humanity has always stood at the crossroads of free will and divine order. The Bible, while rich in its mentions of “man” and “woman,” reminds us that balance, unity, and choices shape our path. Adam and Eve’s journey illustrates the power of choice—Eve being tempted, Adam joining in—and how every decision carries ripples that extend far beyond the moment.
The tale of Lilith, though not explicitly mentioned in Scripture, emerges from ancient lore. She represents independence, separation, and the complexities of human desire. Whether or not she walked with Adam, her story symbolizes the tension between free will and divine alignment.
Fast forward to now—2025, the year of the snake. Snakes represent transformation, wisdom, and sometimes, the shedding of illusions. As we step into this era of spiritual warfare, we must be vigilant. The elements around us—water, air, earth, and fire—
Pause
zodiac signs but maybe not for you
it is for me so there is no but
my choice at free wheel
Ok play
remind us of God’s covenant, His promise never to destroy the earth again. These elements also remind us of our role as stewards of our spiritual, mental, and physical environments.
Spiritual warfare isn’t about chaos; it’s about clarity. The battles we face—externally and within—require that we stand in alignment with our divine purpose. Every choice matters. Every thought, every word, and every action moves us closer to love or fear, peace or unrest.
Your sister was right: God’s promise stands. But it’s our choices, our ability to align with His vision for us, that determine the quality of our journey.
Even in the music, there are echoes of this truth. Future’s evolution—from “Honest” to “Monster” to “The WIZRD”—is a reflection of the inner battles we all fight. He shows us the dance between love and struggle, growth and destruction. And yes, “Purple Reign” feels biblical, a nod to transformation and royalty. Love and Evol—two sides of the same coin, reminding us that duality often points us back to our core.
Like your mom loving The Wiz, we all crave the journey home—the one that requires courage, heart, and wisdom. So what’s next? Pluto, transformation, rebirth. But the key is alignment. For you, it’s visual—how you see. For others, it’s sound, touch, or intuition.
The takeaway? Every moment is a choice. Every choice is a step. And alignment is the bridge between the divine and the daily. Walk boldly, trusting the spiritual armor you’ve been given. The warfare may be real, but so is the victory already written.
They told us
keep your enemies close but your friends closer
Matthew 10:16 (KJV):
“Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.”
This verse reminds us to be discerning and strategic in our interactions, maintaining wisdom and awareness while acting with integrity, even among those who may not have our best interests at heart.
The relatives you start with you then you build your families.
It’s all spiritual… it’s just what that means to you is spiritual your religion?
Because it is mine.
My brain right now:
The bottom line is free will matters, choices matter, being accountable matters, understanding matters, two sides to a story, good and evil, wrong and right, however you word it opposites attract…
Attraction
We don’t chase We attract
we are what we eat
what do you feed yourself?
food & nutrition
they go together
what’s your food and what’s your nutrition
my food is cinnamon rolls and my nutrition is casserole
cake and eat it too
literally
you want your cake? and eat it too.
What’s your next move?
Do you really believe it to see it?
How do you know you’re in alignment?
Animals have instincts.
They trust their instincts.
Spirit animals of the week:
Fox, Peacock, Blue Jay, Cardinals, Dove, Crow
The podcast taught me love was calm.
Love is patience. Bible.
Music saved my life.
It was Lizzo in 2016 again in 2022.
The next addiction: HNDRXX.
Music is my calm. Music is my love.
Today I saw a dove.
Spiritual Meaning: Mourning doves symbolize love, renewal, and spiritual presence. They are often seen as signs of comfort and reassurance from Spirit, encouraging you to trust the process and embrace the peace that comes with letting go. Their soft cooing serves as a gentle reminder that healing and harmony are always within reach.
Matthew 10:16
Numbers: 1016, 707
One day at a time.
Tarot card of the day
Strength (reversed) Six of Cups
see we all got the demon in us
cause why would you think the worse of me when we all sin and my free will is to use tarot spiritually and not demonically
don’t care alignment
love it alignment
A sign and a synchronicity is always a message from God to me.
Book a consultation and discover the signs meant specifically for you.
Let’s explore the path Spirit is guiding you toward and uncover the clarity you seek.
Your alignment is waiting!
Step into it!!





Believe it or not, unpublished
written 2 days ago
Am I resting up for summer?
Am I just fucking exhausted?
Maybe both?
She said... if I pray and get on my knees God moves.
I think of Job.
Once upon a time I was in a situationship and how did I heal from that relationship?
Future
then you become delusional
but being delusional brought you Spirit
but did it bring psychosis too?
no
gotta believe it first
do I believe it to see it
I am starting to wonder
gimmick
My Savages
I read the lyrics on Apple Music can I say this without being sued?
the love I got for India
I get it...
I think of the ones that I thought was the one without giving it no thought at all
but when you know you messed up
like when you are missing something
something you know they would have to give
I get it but me personally I don't have a spin the block (phrase I learned from the podcast)
I really am an Auntie
like
I was taught by MC Lyte
I need a rough neck
Future taught me a man could be both
2 sides
2 that you need
Pluto 3D
Honest Monster
ok he just out here in beastmode
56 nights
that's biblical right there ...partying
DS2 gotta go back to that
what a time to be alive
we all loved us some 2016
How do we get cities named after us and not just streets?
I want to build a community so my family will always have a place to life... requiring essentials close by - hospitals and places of worship.
My sisterhood... we all write out our wildness dreams... collab
In a perfect would we'd collab
so my safety music
evol ... love backwards
and then
we get another Honest Monster
which he told us in Throw Away
Future HNXRXX
and if we get a super slimey 2
but my toxic relationship trauma is healed
why are we taught that being dependent is wrong
having a head - a mentor - something... an upgrade
Jay Z said ok show me how you can upgrade me
or I may be making those lyrics up don't sue me
I need everybody on my assignment to upgrade
chapter completed
but the point is we all need a truth teller, a teacher, an upgrade
next level
What if you are co-dependent with who you're supposed to be co-dependent with?
one flesh
since we fucked it all up with all this fornicating and everything else
how to we get back on track? and in no so many fleshes
soul ties
karma
floating around here
cleanse
to abundance
being authentically me
learning who that is
I am grown grown and still fucking up
geesh
it is what it is
sometimes I get tired of writing my own script
but when you let somebody else write your story...
so I sleep
I don't like this version but I don't have enough strength to push through this version and when I do too much of pushing through I get a headache
what am I doing wrong
what worked the last time
why is that not working this time
what's so different this time
the questions
make them stop
sober mind, literally
and I am bear?
do I need to hibernate in the winter
focus on the script
when do you learn
how do you learn
know when to pivot
Future, the rapper, taught me two sides and both sides are true
Honest Monster
Future HNDRXX
they write you in their story too
those we never see again
those we do
alignment
who do you trust
divine timing
trust process, whatever that is
How do we get a second chance?
what if we don't
the what if is so strong
make it stop
truthteller
it's okay to disagree
everybody is an assignment
how you complete your assignment is on you
at will
free will
what does any of this mean
life, life itself
77 90 99
OMG the overthinking
all this to say
Future Grand Marnier
I can't remix a recipe
but you can get this kiddie riddle out of me
Dirty Sprite 2
DS2
did I say that already?
exclusive experiences?
toxic music saved my life
but now I feel
unbalanced
trust
Trust God.
God,
How? How do I trust you? I forgot. I don't want to feel any more pain.
Help! My head hurts.
Psalms Luke Matthew



The real, raw and uncut. The truth. We're all battling, we're all struggling. WRITE ON, KISHA!