Visions

I still remember that time she called me a peasant.

so caught up in the vision that you forgot how to be

YOU

acting

caught up in the vision

her vision was real to her but he made a decision never knowing her vision

so does the vision ever even matter

or was the vision correct

delayed

moving backwards

to move forward …the path

which way is straight? crossroads

harm to none

God lead me, path of least resistance

do you need a vision to tell you what you want

you know the version of yourself that you see, your higher self are you living in a higher version of yourself now? if not, why? what can you change, today?

Are your visions a part of your past or your future?

You’re entitled to your feelings, you never need to justify how you feel or felt. Ever. Your feelings are valid and when you invalidate somebody’s feelings you invalidate their worth. Who are we to invalidate others when we’re feeling inferior in areas of our own lives? Striving to do better. To be better. For myself. To myself.

The only ingredients are me, balancing me out in measurements.

The vision was making him lose his mind

Question after question after question

Energy of frustration Acts of anger

Please see guide. The guide is dead.

Spirit Guide.

Being insensitive to others.

Crossing boundaries. Divination Abuser.

Deer. Gentleness. Awareness. Crickets.

discovering who you are… all of the characters in your life, forgotten memories

A December wedding, but it doesn’t fit the vision or does it …the vision is the vision

marriage. does the time, place, ring matter if you’re marrying the love of your life? are you marrying for another reason? have you ever loved someone at first sight?

have you ever loved someone you never met?

they say no, sound crazy but a mother loves her unborn child

I’ve loved some before even meeting them.

Carmen.

you don’t guide the vision, the vision is the guide

it may not always go how you want but it happens

divine timing

December 2022 or maybe it was earlier than December, she would know but I don’t ask her

Podcast. Scan Me.

January 2024.

Podcast

with QC code business cards

I don’t recall ever thinking about doing a podcast or planning names or topics but for whatever reason when I did that vision board in 2022 the word podcast reasonated with me enough that it was added and strategically placed

I keep asking myself did I ever think about a podcast?! I’ve thought about my eldest niece and I going on Ellen, a show that no longer exists safe to say that won’t be happening

by why, why do some visions come true

but others don’t

All things work together

right

the word doesn’t say some things

Romans, St. Paul’s Epistle

Epistel is one of the letters adopted as books of the New Testament.

More than one possible path

I hear you’ll never be standing in the queue.

I’m not a pick me but I am chosen.

Royalty. Rise above. Fireworks.

Connections breed family legacies

Love. Crossroads. Railroad. Potential.

“Potential” but never helping me reach, my potential

Have you ever said that has potential

Did you invest in the potential

or did you keep going, no feedback

when is the last time you’ve helped without being asked to help, when is the last time you’ve helped without being irritated by helping, how often do you help, what does help even look like to you???

all she ever wanted was support

Support was her love language

…it looks different to her though

she was never comfortable saying words

so she needed to hear words

words brought her comfort

but actions showed her truth

her truth

and theirs

towards her

emotions actions

actions filled with emotions

emotions filled with actions

leaving you both empty

alone

Sir, tell me you love me too.

Tell me it’s just not me loving you… tell me, I whisper

Potential.

Time. Designated.

Dedication.

Prayer. Meditation.

I hear 3 and a quarter stars.

Keep going.

Which way do you go?

Perfectly happy no matter the circumstances, but what if what if you just dreamed for more

and it happened?

Why do you consider my hopes and dreams delusions?

Why are my dreams unrealistic?

from carriages to cars

Say less. Less is more.

Move in silence.

Clowns.

I heard him say tunnel vision. I think of my mother.

What if, just what if

this

this was my purpose

to serve you, just as I was created

to serve

I’m reading the biblical book of Wisdom.

God did not make death.

It was the wicked who with hands and words invited death

the envy of the devil, death entered the world, and they who are in his possession experience it

Grace and mercy are with his chosen ones.

I welcome wisdom and instruction through the spirit of the Holy Spirit.

God grant me wisdom.

I begin the pray

Heavenly Father,

Surround me surround my thoughts

I can hear Lalah Delia saying I surrender to that which is

I don’t know what’s next

but I surrender

I don’t know if what I want is God’s will for my life

but I surrender

I walk not blindfolded but as if I can see

I can see the greatness that is within me

the light I dimmed for so many years

the same light that hurts my eyes

but I keep the light on

I don’t turn it off because of the plain

my eyes adjust

as moments pass

which feel like minutes

are only seconds

I see

I see clearly

and the vision is still the same

the scenery is different