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Let God Water the Seeds
Let God water the seeds. We plant so many seeds in life… seeds of love, encouragement, effort, and intention. But here’s the truth: it’s not our job to make every seed bloom. That’s God’s role. Some seeds bloom right away. Some take longer. Some might not bloom at all. And that’s okay. Our part is to plant the seeds and trust that God, the ultimate gardener, will take care of the rest. And here’s what hit me: I’m a seed too. I’m in the pot just like everything else I’m hoping
Feb 1, 20251 min read


Currency of the Soul
I’m watching Fantasy Island 1998 version on Tubi and this is my brain if I had one wish what would it be and I thought “abundance” then I start digging deeper (my brain’s specialty) I’m like I don’t need any misunderstandings so maybe I need to add prosperous in the same sentence need to make sure my wish is clear I come up with “I want to live a prosperous life of abundance” boom now I’m like money is just paper paper now I’m like gold the Midas touch everything I touch turn
Dec 13, 20243 min read


Seeds of Hope
sometimes I write professionally with a dictionary near me it takes me days feeling like I was still in 2nd grade my thoughts jumbled up fed up having to read out loud I should have been proud 1993 I duplicated me I was her and she was me I duplicated me the woman I always wanted to be still afraid to be scene or is it seen the scenery changed better days now not ahead I don’t wait for what’s meant for me it’s already mine divinity In a quiet town blanketed by winter’s first
Dec 9, 20244 min read


I seek God in the Questions
This blog post explores the journey of understanding and accepting a spiritual gift that feels both profound and puzzling. I get confused...
Nov 29, 202416 min read


Breaking Judgment Boundaries …Wicked, the movie
green with envy “I thought racism was over” 9 year old black girl racism behavior or attitudes that reflect and foster this belief : racial discrimination or prejudice my 9 year old niece’s assessment of the movie (life) in the first 30 minutes to the girl’s who’ve felt green their whole life 🖤 to me …who still feels green because I think differently because I dress differently because I walk with God differently and I ponder the blues and the pink pink stood out but pink
Nov 24, 20242 min read


the enemy inside of me
that was my plea release the devil inside of me it couldn't be a devil in me I hadn't done anything demonic demonic... aligned with Satan, sinful activities, destructive behaviors I guess we are all demonic you see so in Job God ask Satan where he been where Satan been Satan like doing what I do, roaming the earth roaming, moving about aimlessly but I still wonder am I demonic God is having a conversation with the devil God is having a conversation with the devil God is havin
Nov 23, 20244 min read


Sacred Connections: Released
Oracle Insights …how it started As I meditated on the cards for our sister circle, Spirit spoke of transformation, strength, and the journey of growth through challenges. The cards lay out a story not just for the group as a whole, but for each of us individually. Here’s what came through: We begin with the Five of Pentacles. The number five speaks to change, to transition. With five women RSVP’d, it feels like Spirit is inviting us to step into a transformative space toge
Nov 17, 20244 min read


the soul of a black woman
the soul it's me, Tikisha typos forthcoming Halloween just passed past and so did my Roots & Reflection meanwhile my "the witch is in" sign decoration has been up for well over a year I start to wonder why let me seek within organic divinely guided when you kill another witch it takes a part of your soul the void the unseen, it's a movie he doesn't see you he feels you wipe the desperation off ...they can smell it the lovers, the connection of the soul, spiritually, trumpets,
Nov 10, 20244 min read
reflecting, growing ...sorting jumbled thoughts
Today October 31, 2024 jumbled thoughts He taught me to be silent Mirror she always moves in silence something I’ve always admired about her I moved in silence today until I didn’t move in silence today I learned a lesson I learned how to communicate without hurt with mutual respect I learned to let go I learned it isn't always about me I learned me… whenever I wonder about something Spirit has already told me my answer and in my case it’s the devil trying to tempt me you see
Oct 31, 20243 min read
Chapter 48 Am I called? Am I chosen …dear diary
What’s in your mirror? Today October 18, 2024 I’ve been on an emotional rollercoaster for years and just when I thought the ride was over it started going up for another low… A low. They teach us actions speak louder than words. We’ve conditioned ourselves to interpret that actions are better than words but the truth is actions may speak louder but words words are just as valuable Bible: Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit
Oct 23, 202413 min read
Define Sisters
Today October 18, 2024 A letter to my SISTERS please read it, even if over a couple of days, weeks, months, years remember the Holy Spirit has no time but did you say one more time? or one last time? or did you say nothing? time It is on me. Now. All we have is now. Forgive. 111 333 We are generational curse breakers. It's about women but men can read it too... cause really it's about US ALL OF US HUMAN BEINGS I already started writing out of order and I don't proofread so I
Oct 19, 202422 min read


Chapter 48 A Spiritual Reader …dear diary
Today Wednesday, October 16, 2024 4:56am Spirit spoke to me and said - don’t give situations a label before the required time when we ask God to bring us something, anything to do something the prayer, the spell, the manifestation the request and He delivers an answered prayer we shall walk in the gratitude of an answered prayer, a gift being given it’s time to slow down harvest, to accumulate allow time to reveal the details of the path the signs and synchronicities always f
Oct 16, 20245 min read
fallen angel, a poem
sometimes I forget the devil is a fallen angel I have free will and the God I serve is able so I remain grateful even when they act hateful Father forgive them for they know not what they do bring them closer to You sometimes I forget the devil is a fallen angel walking amongst us attacking our conscious he’s had infinite years of practice he’s an addict sometimes I forget the devil is a fallen angel but I remember the Most High sent him he gets permission for his mission wil
Oct 3, 20241 min read
The Raccoon said Let Go
in 6 months I'll be 49 Today September 19, 2024 11:11pm EST I am watching Anaconda. It's been a week. I've learned a lot about myself this week... as an empath I know I can sense the emotions of others, but I didn't realize how much I could really feel others' emotions. The more I learn and operate in my gift the more I am able to live a healthier life - a few less mental lectures. A friend sent me a text this week or maybe it was last week (why do we get so caught up on the
Sep 20, 20244 min read


Chapter 48 ...dear diary, I co-host a podcast
Today 9/6/2024 9:33pm I hope you read typos. I want to die I fee violated me, I think you maybe you (or someone close to you) are or were being watched flies are spies and since maybe just maybe because it was dead that cycle had ended call the store You write them, you complain and you get a free coupon have you seen the movie on Netflix and the girls are running a coupon scam please go watch it I was entertained some of my diary material is from that movie the man at the st
Sep 7, 202433 min read
Unconditional love
love is patient love is kind The love you give is the love you receive. I’ve never been in love before but I’ve loved unconditionally before and I pray when I fall in love that it is unconditional love and if unconditional love doesn’t exist I pray love of any kind never finds me I pray for the love of Christ. Unconditional love scary, the scariest love of all you think the best even when you’re told you shouldn’t you think the best because you see the best the best you know
Aug 25, 20243 min read
Chapter 48 A Seer ...dear diary
a forbidden love believe in the future don't be blinded by love by what YOU see a person can do you have to learn to see what a person is doing where are you at? do you meet where I am going? are you reminding me of where I used to be? how do I feel? I always honor myself. I know that by honoring myself, all things are working out for my good. I trust myself. is it the moments when you are all alone literally all alone hopelessly in love with what I see thinking the stars are
Aug 24, 20249 min read
Being a garden, a poem
Abbott Elementary Garden throw flowers throw dirt Juicy The Notorious B.I.G. "and if you don't know now you know nigga" if you don't stand if your faith then you will not stand at all her standing led to her death death inevitable life, live it, on your terms unlike the garden you're not coming back do they even come back the flowers reincarnated new I am garden full of color insects oh how I hate bugs I think of their pupose individually bees birds chirping sitting on branch
Aug 3, 20241 min read
Chapter 48 The Setting ...dear diary
Today 7/13/2024 3:45pm I said 345678 the trend that is on TikTok then I start thinking about trends and thought maybe this is a blogging moment. It's Saturday, my day of rest but when I tell ya'll I've already been in my bible and written dozens of love letters and prayers... I think I've met my commitments for today. So we're here in the now... I believe I was sheltered as a child, which means protected and as much as I despised that for myself I am very much that woman tod
Jul 13, 20249 min read
Chapter 48 Animism ...dear diary
Today 7/9/2024 Understanding the path I am ready to reach new heights, but first I must stop looking down ...and backwards. We love to tell people how to live their life when our own life is in shambles, but maybe just maybe the shambles are where the lessons are learned, the shambles are where we having teaching moments. The shambles. The house is a mess, dusty... the carpet is dirty. It needs more than a vacuum, it needs to be replaced. When do you know it's time for someth
Jul 9, 202411 min read
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