Define Sisters

Today

October 18, 2024

A letter to my SISTERS

please read it, even if over a couple of days, weeks, months, years

remember the Holy Spirit has no time

but did you say one more time? or one last time? or did you say nothing?

time

It is on me. Now. All we have is now. Forgive.

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We are generational curse breakers.

It's about women but men can read it too... cause really it's about US

ALL OF US HUMAN BEINGS I already started writing out of order and I don't proofread so I'm not changing sisters but I have a let us pray for our sons blog post if I know how or forget just look for it and line (link) it... I should know how to do stuff but some stuff in the same category of stuff I don't (do) know how to do

I hope she goes first I want to see her win.

See her win. Visualize. See her win then

in her eyes

On earth as it is in heaven.

her future husband is going to read it

and understand her

he understood she didn't get a break

it was nonstop because she knew

she just knew

she had the map

the 31 Proverbs to freedom

for all of us that want a mate or know of someone that knows of a mate (somoeone wanting a mate)

even news in passing

may God send, the one

April

once I started studying words and actions

I learned how to balance my masculine and feminine

I'm a fast learner, but I forget... I remember when I need to

this is why I ask God for signs and he gives me an obsessive amount

if you've ever been with me a (and) saw 711

Me, I don't

I can learn. no butt. I watch my words.

I used to ignore them

but now I trust the process

and I pause and wait

Biggie...one more chance ...I think of the hip hop deck

female only

I need a male deck because I need balance

I move slow and that's ok

slow but 911. balance. is pain.

but it's so much love in knowing.........

what do you know? schedule a life path

and then he told me this is your last chance

and I said (sad) not matter what it takes

I'm not messing up

and I didn't

9:09 pm

the path it's strategic which has Stra...ight. Straight.

if you're doing the right things

if you're doing the wrong things

The path is straight. Strategically Straight. Strength.

Numbers, stronger in Numbers

Togetherness.

I hear sirens.

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911, release the chosen one

I love.

forgive over and over and over and over all day to keep balance to process all the thoughts all the emotions and I didn't know how to do that

until I did

I did the work

I moved so slow so slow I paid attention to everything

on the inside

When I say God give me one more chance I am a critical thinker I truly believe I only have that one last chance

final round is final round no matter the sport

I mean is it no matter how you say it

last is really last

the tattoos

contract, fine print

My arm reads

I am entirely of flaws

stitched together

with good intentions

the name of my tattoo artist

and the knife in my rib cage doesn't go through my heart

but there is

when someone does you wrong you get gifts

when someone does you wrong you get gifts

are you getting gifts

are you getting gifts

I knew the truth (trust)

so I told the truth

the harsh truth

with myself and others

last time, last time

until there is none

I see the demons flowing out of the window

evaporating, black smoke but it ain't no fire ...here

I'm on me now

I am my mother's joy.

you see we healing

I fucked up my last chance... God was calling me, calling me, calling me

think of the last chance (dance)

I cannot risk it again

last mean final

I watched a movie on Tubi today called Judas.

It was based on 3 young ladies. All friends from childhood.

Judas was the pastor’s daughter.

During high school another one of the girls lost her parents and the pastor stepped in as a father figure not realizing he was losing his own daughter in the midst of helping the other two kids.

He still saw them as those 3 childhood friends not realizing how much they had drifted apart…

1 of the 3 removed herself completely from the situation, she moved & stopped attending the church.

The other friend worked at the church. The church was truly her everything and she was a great singer.

One night she went to an engagement party, and her boyfriend recorded her dancing. Unbeknownst to her he had been hired by Judas… he sent the video to Judas and she sent it to the church anonymously.

Judas’ father, the pastor, ended up not only firing the friend because of the video (dancing, she was drunk) but also not allowing her to remain a member at the church. She was devastated. The boyfriend admitted the situation to her and the pastor. Judas tried to lie about her involvement, but the pastor knew better. The young lady wrote a letter to her ex-boyfriend because she kicked him out once he told her the truth that he was the one who sent the video and was hired by Judas. She also wrote a letter to Judas.

She was heartbroken.

One night she sung at another church, I believe it was a church… by now Judas was feeling remorseful and her and her father showed up at the event to try to make things right…

She sang Necessary by Fantasia.

I am who I am today

Because God used my mistakes

He worked them for my good

Like no one else ever could

They tried to go in the dressing room to talk to her but weren’t allowed in… so they went to her home

but it was too late

she had committed suicide

...don't wait until it's too late

The power of a praying sister.

Yes, I am my sisters’ keeper.

Sisterhood.

Isolation.

the inward narc

goddess

UNO reverse

self-love flipped upside down narcissist

yin and yang I go look it up because I think it's ying and yang

I am smart.

Sister: a woman or girl in relation to other daughters and sons of her parents; a close female friend or associate, especially a female fellow member of a labor union or other organization; a member of a religious order or congregation of women

Advice: You balance by listening because you don't see it.

What do you hear?

hurt or hurt flipped up side down

Self-ish

Love & Basketball - Who you got?

we beauty, bougie-ish now, brains

we beauty, self-ish now, brains

we beauty, we beli-EVE now, brains

you support your sister when you want her to win

you support your sister when you want her to win

you support your sister when you want her to win

we believe eve now

The tree of life.

The Big 3.

Hierarchy. ...head not the tail

YouTube Podcast, KolorflowConversations

We speak of knowing your people… as a person, individually

no labels

I learned I hadn't learned my people, my person

a blockage, well it's a blockageShe

Loyalty. Loyalty. Loyalty. Kendrick. la.....

expressing the uncomfortable truths

to yourself

She said confidently. He's going to be okay.

There is a bride and a bridesmaid. The dress is white. The dress is black.

no matter how long you’ve known someone, a lifetime

see them with no name, no title

all you know is what you see in the spiritual

you can only "fix" you but if you believe in prayer it's already....

done, a sign is a sign

is the prayer a sign?

the prayer is the petition which comes right after the trigger and I mean right after

John 7:24

Do not judge by appearances, but judge with right judgment

James 1:19

Let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger

2 Corinthians 13:5

Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith

Soul Ties are not just be (by) intercourse

a soul tie forms when one human meets another - chosen or called - yin and yang

are we The Lovers or are we Twin Flames

I see it through my ears.

The Unseen. Tubi. 318.

basic instructions before leaving earth

basic

Eve-ish

reflect on a recent moment when you were triggered...

what emotions came up and what inner deeper issues are they connected with

think about the last time you were triggered by another human

God is literally sending you an invitation to look deeper within yourself

triggers simply illuminate areas within us that need attention and healing

how can you seek healing and growth in this area

you don't know what's going on even when it's right in front of your face

there are so many layers to life

numbers, coordinates

Fashion. Coordination. The signs.

you gotta put it together

They sold (told) us.

The showed up (us) to put things together, to coordinate.

Friday, viral

everybody has seen that movie

but we didn't see to coordinate

a wedding ring

activation

grounding even if you scream

Full Moon: A time to release.

Sister, release with me.

November.

da noise, calm down

slower

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what recurring patterns or thoughts are stealing your peace

what deep waters of your heart need to be drawn out for healing?

I asked myself how did I reclaim my peace

most things are right in our face

because I knew from the first day I laid my eyes on her I was her protector

she is my baby sister

we don't realize the complexity of siblings, siblings don't even understand siblings

intrusive thoughts: I wonder if twins understand

twins, twin flame

the lover

soul family

connection

disconnection

basic instructions

ah, ha

what Glo say... TI

purple

yellow

360

it's simple love

love meditation

most things are right in our face

we just don't want to admit to it

Balance.

simply because nobody is perfect

forgiveness over and over and over again

Love.

I remembered I wanted to protect her from the 1st day I laid eyes on her.

I was going to protect her and when her, she had more hers

I gained nieces to protect

but I was off-balanced, I was blind and didn't see the other relationships getting bruised

Balance.

simply because nobody is perfect

forgiveness over and over and over again

Love.

6 months

don't run out of time

Harm to none. Harm to none. Harm to none.

I want us all to win.

Imagine a world of love... call me crazy but do it for like 5 seconds

how'd it feel

the most important person to me

a hierarchy

Father, Son, Holy Spirt

3 days

3

so I think of The Most High God as like the highest God

just go with me for a second

I'm a critical thinker

Psalm 82 says

God arises in the divine assembly; he judges in the midst of the gods8

8the gods: human judges, who are "godlike" in their prerogative of establishing justice on earth

fireworks

music

the mother may pour as much and they (she) (I) can and it still not be enough

we all are doing the best we can

I said on the podcast it starts at home but what I didn't say was that

there has to be balance in the home

because if there is no balance then what... there is no love

and what feels like home

other than

love

balance

I think of all the people in my life

everybody because each day you don't know who's going to enter you life

think of all the people you've met by simply looking at them

the names on the emails of people I've never heard of before or after

you know how much it takes to get those exact moments in time

this is why number(s) matter

repeated, angel, palidrome

you cannot travel without numbers

The Unseen. Tubi.

Manifest. Netflix. 828 Romans 8:28

carrying around an ancestor - God is within me

she asked the uncomfortable questions because she didn't know how to ask that question any other way and she told her that, she was honest about meaning any harm

have you ever just told a person you don't like how the said something

have you ever just told a person something and their response show(ed) you they didn't like what you said/did

typically it's right in front of your face ...interaction

Crown. Water. Root. Fire.

gaining spiritual gifts

if it's a sensitive subject

they may come in fast, wands

you're going to need your sister

so you better hold on

Harm to none. Harm to none. Harm to none.

you know why I say that

because birth chart matters

1 Pisces 3 Scorpio

hurt people hurt people

I used to think education, the level in your mind I'm not talking about paper but the level in your mind didn't meant (mean) you were smart

read that again

I am smart. A degree does not define me.

A degree does not define me. I am smart.

if I never mention my background

if I never talk about me...

if I practice active listening

if I

Love.

nobody explained it to me

but how could they that (they) barely understood themselves

how can they write the vision

when they can't write

vision boards

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write down the vision clearly among tables

with what

with tables

with card

with card tables

but see 40/50 up now

we didn't understand for so long

until we did

covid for me

"a spade is a spade"

card tables

pause and think about that

we been changed the game, the rule (s)

but we didn't recognize them until our words spoke

say it with me: WE ARE BREAKING GENERATIONAL CURSES

class is in session

Watch Skinned on Amazon Prime.

Lisa Raye (white) she sat with her daughter at the top of the stairs

in due times

it works

I told my sister today I wasn't ready for a husband.

I want a husband. We talk to my future husband because that is the vision made plain.

...but truth is, my room is messy and I don't want to clean it

but I want to be clean, I do but it's overwhelming me

but I'm chill all the time never overwhelmed

what does that even mean?

maybe I don't want to be seen

just because you know it needs healing

you don't know how I am feeling

allow me to be without getting mad at me

stay quiet

and in your silence

you'll see

you need to book a session with me

John 10:10

The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy

who is your thief

who's thief you are (ar e you) are you

dogs, we all have a handler

a handle

can a destructive thought pattern rob you of your joy?

Proverbs 20:5

Malachi 3:10

tBring the whole tithe into the store house3

food in my house ...so my house is the store house

and try me of this

He said try him

Try him or try him

I'll give you this one for free

mine is mine and and yours is yours

respect. fear is okay. unknown is fearful..

accepting our fears

the fears we were taught

I am a critical thinker. I don't process how you process

but the goal

Love.

I process in love and for me love is understanding your point of view, even when I don't agree because I know there is a hierarchy. The Big 3. Father. Son. The Holy Spirt.

still processing that? how the 3 is 1

sometimes the protection

dies

or does it

deliverance, a women's strength

beli-EVE

I wish we could watch that movie together as sisters

prayer warrior

They taught us in words so we could... well (we'll)

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1089

endings end, we just don't know the when

I don't read your future I guide you to it

time mean tithe

tenth

10

place

percentage

battery life

time

A tenth

I'll give you this one free too

a 10th of your day

248 2 hours and 24 minutes

224

2

I sneeze.

and my number number

change & resent (reset)

If your (you) would tithe your day physically and spiritually

224

silence is agreement

I'm sorry friend I cannot be silence.

but I learned my love language it's talking once a week

it's the podcast that heals me

basic instructions

I learned it for me

what's for me is for me

they taught me words

and now I get it ...strength is in numbers

Vampire Diaries. ...the decisions to turn

I call my power back from the colonizers. I wasn't reading when the first bible was in print. Times have changed.

I watched the Jeffersons today and "nigga" and "honkey"

were said freely

flow freely, but think of how the water flows

the natural disasters

the beautiful disasters

music, beats ... so this is why we danced

our bodies

we couldn't write

pay attention to it's not a good joke

the pain

communication, learn to ....

Love.

SDare a man rob God?

tithes and offerings

2 hours and 24 minutes ...in worship

what is worship?

I love him. I need him.

I want to protect Future family.

Future Husband

Big 3

two... or more 3 is the key

Reader, I got you

you got three

Abundance is spiritual

The purpose of a person’s heart are deep waters, but one who has insight draws them out

Spirit calls us to dive into those deep waters, to examine the core of what’s being triggered

what’s being stolen or destroyed within...

gain insight to break old patterns and restore peace, embracing true healing

I recently shared with my friend that I was desensitized when it came to certain things… like natural disasters

While I’m extremely empathic and understand the severity. I think of how God uses natural disasters to bring those who love him closer

closer to Him, closer to one another

simply by one thing, prayer

Prayer has the power to transform situations, align us with God’s will, and bring divine intervention, especially when believers come together in unity.

Matthew 18:19-20 that when two or more people agree in prayer, God is present and listens, promising that their requests will be granted if they are in line with His will.

James 5:16, we are reminded that the prayers of the righteous are effective, bringing healing and strength, whether physical, emotional, or spiritual.

Moral: Shared faith amplifies the outcome and God’s presence is guaranteed when believers unite in His name.

Am I my sister's keeper? Yes, I am.

Tiffani I am your sister.

Reader I am your sister.

Natural disasters are catastrophic events caused by natural processes of the earth.

They result in significant damage to property, loss of life, environmental destruction.

They are unpredictable and can have far reaching effects.

In the same way God allows natural disasters, like earthquakes, floods, and hurricanes to happen there are storms in our relationships that test us...

Job, David, Paul and Esther

wanna help, but you're supposed to say silent

the signs come in pain too

ringing of the ears, trying to interfere

divine intervention

Vengeance is the Lords Romans 12:19

never kill a spirit

don't hurt feelings, purposely

keep praying to reveal and see

what's inside of me

...a divination tool, used for good

and evil

that's why I say I'm a spiritual reader

because I take spirituality seriously

it's a crutch I know that much

because if you're still hear (here)

Outlet

...taking us to the mall, making us pretty

the signs are in our face

we've all been to an outlet

we all need an outlet

to those your trust

cheers

In Galatians 5, Paul speaks about the “works of the flesh” and contrasts them with the “fruits of the Spirit.” The works of the flesh—like fear, anxiety, and doubt—can be compared to the emotional buildup as we ascend the roller coaster of life, where negative emotions may rise within us. These feelings of fear and anxiety reflect the struggle between the flesh and the spirit. Galatians 5:19-21 lists these works of the flesh: “sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness,” and similar things. These represent the emotional burdens that hold us back during life’s challenges.

We all have free will.

Are you choosing the fruits of the spirit or the works of the flesh?

Water is a strong force… it cleanses by washing away dirt, negativity, and stagnant energy. It refreshes and purifies, allowing us to release what no longer serves us. At the same time, it strengthens by hydrating, nourishing, and revitalizing, helping us grow, heal, and stay balanced.

Water is both gentle and fierce, it’s able to flow or forcefully carve through obstacles.

Tikisha made mostly of water and some fire

☀️ Pisces 🌕 Scorpio ⬆️ Scorpio

as you learn to accept that you can't accept

mothers and daughters

go watch Skinned on Amazon Prime

Lisa Raye scene, on the steps, stairs

book an appointment and tell me what you thought about that movie or not

It's all within.

1 Corinthians 6:19-20

Romans 8:11

John 14:16-17

Ephesians 3:16-17

2 Timothy 1:14

The Big 3.

I'm all I got even if I have you because the spirt

shifts...

Remember the Forge.

you talk about what you love the most

the answers are being silent

you talk about what you love the most

the answers are being silent

you talk about what you love the most

the answere are in being silent

know when to speak and when to be silent

confused? silent anything other than joy in the mourning

is agreement

lean (learn) what agreeing in the spiritual is

I can't take any more called (calls)

make appointements (appointments) for them all

Lesson: if double numbers are a thing double letters are too

not Ben(jamin, really) I don't even know this man whole name

but I pray he win

two sides to a story

simply, want the best

jealousy...

but in numbers when you flip the coin over the worth never changes

how

You don't think that I love you

maybe sometimes

a mother's love isn't like the rain that comes and goes away

but like the sky

sirens, 911 listen closely

it will always be there

like the sky it will always be there

you understand?

but it wasn't enough, a void a mother couldn't fill

because it comes from within

The Big 3.

my dearest firstborn or maybe the youngest

we are one, because when it's more than a middle what do you call it?

we are one

interconnected

if I say I have ADD accept it don't say you don't, judge

showing signs

Patience. He saw her. He thought she was beautiful.

she didn't see it for yourself

and she was the tutor

She never forgot that...

I was beautiful.

the same words her mother had told her...

What was the difference?

the name calling, hit, an insecurity

maybe she is right

where is your self-esteem, within

they got it... just didn't know how to explain it

but do you get it?

Love yourself and God

temptation showed up

the movie made her get blacker and blacker

symbolize, she saw herself

worse and worse

jim crow

paper bag

still watching the movie Skinned

It's not (no) longer private.

It's public.

the lies the crows told

God is love, accept love.

Him - YOu - 3rd

grief

real talk kim, mourn and move

closed mouth don't get fed

still watching Skinned

you're allowed to run, because you're running from yourself

marathon

white, correction light

"we all get a little batty when it comes to being accepted"

chose a particular path

you chose differently

if you didn't make that person feall (fe all) (feel) beautiful, in the moment

nothing else matters, all we have is not now

but it is...

It's best to not talk in code under the person you're talking to knows how to decode.

Level 1. Level 2. Level 3.

reflect on your emotional well-being

was it trigger in love or malicious intentions

she will not fail, the city of Jerusalem

so did the verse stop at Jerusalem?

use your energy for good ...deliver replies in love

the love they need to receive not the love you want to give

learn the soul

if your love language - language - what you talk about - love

if that language is not understood by another soul

you have no control - understand the language

The plate said B Still

you were to be quiet

be still

Jerusalem, stability and strength

Mother Earth, together as one

A phase.

Nine of Swords to the Lovers.

Balance.

All my sisters in Christ, what labels (leader, responsible, honorary, smart, not smart) do you want to release? ...talk about what you love, but pay attention who doesn't love what you love

even when it's their own (self)

3

What identity would you like to step into spiritually?

Who's your mediator? ...love, in the physical and spiritual ...internal compass

Boundaries. Open Communication. Two Way. Release Trauma. Bond Trauma.

He was the tutor. Her Bobby, her first love her husband.

Skinned.

love the skin your in

invisible. stuck. in the middle. unique. overlooked.

unspoken expectations.

overprotected. proving myself.

some have to step out of the shadow of the other sister

some have to step out of the shadow of the other sister

both demonstrating their capabilities in the way they know how

I stepped out of the shadow - that was then, this is now

love never dies

love simply, shifts

yin and yang

mentally and spiritually

some need both

some need one other

we all need to communicate our truths

we don't need to want to fit in

we simply fit in

puzzle, the signs, listen

a sign is a sign

Trust the promises of the future

Violet. Purple.

The (they) (the colonizer) teach you to fear the future and you should devilishly.

in a devilish matter very; extremely

Basic instructions - "plant (plans) to give you hop (hope) and a future"

Jeremiah 29:11, Isaiah 40:31, Philippians 1:6, Revelation 21:4

John 14:2-3, Romans 8:18, Isaiah 43:19

911, Butterfly. The death card, ruled by Scorpio.

harvest, but plan (plant) the seed

always in a new beginning

111 October November

be ready in December

2 or more, help me next

I go in peace. This is my story. A metaphysicist.

Once upon a time, two sisters, Brielle and Layla, lived in a city where the fast pace of life seemed to pull everyone in different directions. They were blood sisters, bound not only by family but by generations of traits that ran deep in their veins—strength, resilience, and sometimes, the heavy burden of pride. Their mother often told them that certain characteristics were passed down, almost like a legacy, from their ancestors.

...and some only dreamed of having a mother, a grandmother

they were there in the physical but not in the mental

Pride, for instance, was a double-edged sword: it gave them confidence, but it could also build walls between them and others.

Brielle and Layla each carried this, and sometimes it made their relationship difficult, filled with moments of silence where words were left unspoken.

the unspoken words didn't matter, and the spoken word did, when they did

silence spoke a lot because silence is agreement

on the level you are on, in a point intime ...time only 24 hours here but it never does stop

until it does, physically

is it broken, can it be fixed or are you staying out of the mix

silence is agreement, we talk with our hands

so what is silence?

As the older sister, Brielle had always felt a heavy sense of responsibility for Layla. Growing up, she played the role of caretaker, feeling like it was her job to guide Layla and protect her from the world. But as they grew older, Brielle began to realize that the weight of that responsibility wasn’t hers to carry anymore. Layla was her own person, capable of making her own decisions. Brielle had been pouring too much into Layla’s cup, feeling like she needed to lead her, but she was starting to understand that the only person she was truly responsible for was herself.

It wasn’t easy to let go of that “big sister” role. Brielle had to release the idea that Layla needed her in the same way she had when they were children.

they were sisters, she was already going to need her

they taught us blood was thicker than water

basic instructions

Slowly, they both began to see each other not as big sister and little sister, but as individuals. Brielle learned to appreciate Layla’s independence, her unique strengths, and her own way of navigating the world. Likewise, Layla began to see Brielle not as the authority figure she once was, but as a woman with her own dreams, vulnerabilities, and lessons to learn.

she saw that what she loved the most was her biggest challenger (challenge)

she saw that what she loved the most was her biggest... do you see her?

do you see her? for real

Level 1 just listen

Level 2 respect, a little more but don't be rude even if it's the trust (truth)

and understand my truth is not your truth so essentially, you're giving the best feedbad (bead) (bfed) (feedback) seriously... break these chains ladies

I can't even get my words write (right)

learn empathy and it varies with each person

I may not need as much compassion as another person, know their triggers

a mother's love.

Level 3 lay it all out no matter what you say, I respect what you have to say because I just do

I respect you

3

layers, combinations

combinations, signs, would you like a combo? give me number 5

17 1 2 10

single digit is 5, plus the area code is 6

change & release

The person who cries is just as weak as the person who does not cry.

The Rules of Thirds. Amazon.

This shift changed their bond dramatically. It was as if they were meeting for the first time, discovering each other’s personalities, passions, and even flaws, as if they hadn’t been raised in the same household. This newfound understanding allowed them to connect on a deeper level. They became more than just sisters—they became friends, true equals who supported each other without the weight of expectation.

sometimes the weight showed up, but it was never heavy

because they were cultivating each other as best they could

they were on one accord

the pain of trying to fit in, smile, pretend

my skill is

Chosen One. Precision.

She told you can not always be chosen.

Change.

Across town, their friends Tessa, Leslie, and Jennifer had formed a sisterhood of their own. They shared their lives as tightly as blood sisters, though their bond was built on friendship. Just like Brielle and Layla, they too had carried unspoken burdens, sometimes feeling like they had to be more for each other than they could manage.

One day, all five women found themselves together at a café, drawn by a mutual friend’s event. They quickly realized how much they had in common, despite their different backgrounds. Kolorflow Conversations flowed easily at first, but as the day wore on, something deeper came to the surface. Tessa shared how she’d recently been asked to sign a major contract at work, and she almost missed the fine print.

“You really have to be present,” she said, “because sometimes when you’re too focused on what’s directly in front of you—or, you know, buried in your phone—you miss the important details.”

Resilience.

He said: The camera became my weapon and deception my tool.

I strongly suggest moving on. 3 some. NDA. Consent.

3:02 am on one clock 3:03 am on the other, which is real ...they both are, which do your trust

Layla nodded in agreement, admitting she had nearly missed something critical in her own contract recently, and had been subjected to an unannounced drug test at her job. The surprise of it had shaken her, but she passed.

“Life throws unexpected things at you all the time,” she said. “You have to be prepared for anything, especially when you’re not expecting it.”

her affirmations were based on what she remembers because truth is she can't even recite 23 Psalm or Psalms, depends on the bible

translations may vary

she used to know it but now she doesn't

the concept

Luke 1:37 nothing shall be impossible 1

Matthew 19:26 all things are possible 2

3 I trust in God's perfect plan for my life. I am prepared to face anything with faith, knowing, that with God, all things are possible and he is guiding my every step.

sometimes you don't feel convicted

but you should

As they continued to talk, Brielle pulled out her tarot deck, something she carried with her for grounding. She drew the King of Cups and placed it on the table. “This card is all about finding balance between the head and the heart,”

Brielle explained. “I always see Him as a counselor, the one who listens carefully and doesn’t react emotionally. He teaches us that it’s crucial to self-evaluate, especially when things get rough.” Brielle glanced at her sister, Layla, knowing they often struggled with balancing their emotions, but she could see they were trying.

The women nodded, each reflecting on how they sometimes acted without fully thinking, letting their emotions take the wheel. Leslie spoke up, sharing how she often felt like she was pouring too much of herself into others, forgetting to keep some for herself.

Brielle drew another card—the Four of Pentacles. “This card reminds us to protect what we’ve built. Sometimes, we hold on too tightly out of fear, but other times, it’s a sign to be more mindful about what we give and what we keep for ourselves.”

Jennifer, who often played the role of the caretaker in their friend group, sighed in relief. “That’s me,” she admitted. “I hold on so tightly to the idea of being the ‘strong one’ that I don’t let myself feel my own emotions. I just hold it all in.”

they all looked at her they saw her

her wright (her weight) ... Episode #41

3:13 am

the hurt the pain the gain

was now a loss

a weight loss, lifted

Tessa, ever the logical thinker, added, “I think it’s about finding a balance between giving and holding on. That’s why self-evaluation is so important. We’ve got to be our own Judgment card, constantly looking at ourselves from the outside in, asking if we’re doing what’s truly right for us, not just what others expect.”

Libra season. September-October.

By the end of their conversation, they all felt a sense of relief, a grounding in their shared experiences.

Trauma Bond. Trauma Release. Be free.

Each woman realized that having someone to talk to—whether it was a blood sister or a sister of the heart—was vital. They had to be present, not just for each other, but for themselves. It wasn’t enough to glance down at life; they had to look up, face it head-on, and be aware of the fine print in every aspect—contracts, relationships, and even their own inner workings.

Mrc (March One) (march one) (march on).

Election

3:18am

As they said their goodbyes, Brielle and Layla shared a knowing glance, their relationship transformed. No longer bound by the roles of big sister and little sister, they saw each other clearly for the first time. They had learned to respect each other’s journeys, and their bond grew deeper for it.

The sisters, both blood and chosen, walked into the night, balanced and grounded, knowing they had each other’s backs and the tools to face anything that came their way.