The Raccoon said Let Go

in 6 months I'll be 49

Today September 19, 2024 11:11pm EST

I am watching Anaconda.

It's been a week. I've learned a lot about myself this week... as an empath I know I can sense the emotions of others, but I didn't realize how much I could really feel others' emotions. The more I learn and operate in my gift the more I am able to live a healthier life - a few less mental lectures.

A friend sent me a text this week or maybe it was last week (why do we get so caught up on the time, the when, the story is still the same the day and time are not relevant) but it was letting me know Tyler Henry has a weekly live special on Netflix. This opened the door to me thinking about when she first introduced me to him... how I saw so many similarities. I decided to revisit his Netflix show and his show called Hollywood Medium... and wow. I still don't know my views on mediumship or where the information I receive comes from but I know... it's true.

I can see shit... I can feel shit... and I know some shit...

and this is why some of these feelings are not my own

but the key is learning how to operate your gift

which can be hard when you don't know anyone like yourself

when you don't have your mother to talk to

when you don't have anybody to talk to

when sometimes you think you're going crazy

so how can you talk to someone because they will for sure think you are crazy too

but nevertheless you just know some stuff

then the struggles of trying to sort some things out

because while you know some stuff you don't feel as strongly as you used too

or do you

is it maybe just maybe you're so much in the future

that you just can't enjoy the now

the bible tells us "be content no matter the circumstance"

The struggles.

Last night it was a raccoon in my backyard. I always think of a thief when I see a raccoon. The raccoon was the first animal I took as a spiritual sign... I hadn't gotten into looking up the meanings but I knew it meant something as he was on my roof at 3:33am looking at me like he had no intentions on leaving... according to my spirit animal oracle deck a raccoon symbolizes letting go. I typed letting god - so let's all Let Go & Let God. It states the message has to do with those things to which you cling be it a thought form, habit, creed or situation the time has come from letting go something is halting your progress and you are spinning your wheels once you embrace change blessings will follow

while this may be true, for me... and the way I process things I couldn't let go of the raccoon looking like a thief

so I made my own connection... the thief comes to kill, steal, and destroy

The thief comes only to steal, and kill, and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.

and... not one or the other but steal and kill and destroy

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John 10:10

1010 has been significant since I started living in my truth

I guess maybe this is letting go... because in order for me to not allow the thief to steal and kill and destroy I have to let go... because I trust God which means if the thief can take it, the thief should have it because it wasn't meant for me... but resistance

letting go, the cycle has ended it's time to experience new growth

the raccoon was most definitely a sign

So is Ice Cube sitting on the boat listening to himself... sounds so familiar, I smile

I love it here

What reward do you get from being or trying to be the smartest person in the room?

Why not surround yourself with people you can learn from? ...knowledge

I wonder why she didn't follow her first mind?!?!

in anaconda he said the wasp stood for death

bird feathers by the gun

all the signs were there Paul knew Mateo, it was a setup

the graphics in this movie based on today's graphics whew technology has advanced this it almost comical and were we scared of this back in the day?

they went through a lot of obstacles

but in the end they got where they wanted to be

when something feels wrong, it's wrong

we were taught reading is fundamental

what are you reading

I read signs, synchronicities, energies

and books

I hear "there's a devil inside everyone"

Key words: Fireflies, Summer Solstice, Sun, Orange, Blood Moon, Butterflies, Daisys, Family, New Growth, Garden Beds, Reflection, Cancer, June, Power, Rest, Moon, Stars, Horse, Lemonade, Bird, Sun Tea, Paper Boats, Lanterns, Fox

I asked spirit what I was supposed to do - deep breathing and alone time by the water.

...8, daisies, glimpse

Peace be still

I trust the Lord so I will

sit still

chill

life sometime seems like it's at a standstill

even feels like it's going downhill

trust in his will to fulfill

711 to palindrome... a shift, next level

and though it may tarry

wait

it shall speak and not lie