the enemy inside of me

that was my plea

release the devil inside of me

it couldn't be

a devil in me

I hadn't done anything demonic

demonic... aligned with Satan, sinful activities, destructive behaviors

I guess we are all demonic you see

so in Job

God ask Satan where he been

where Satan been

Satan like doing what I do, roaming the earth

roaming, moving about aimlessly

but I still wonder

am I demonic

God is having a conversation with the devil

God is having a conversation with the devil

God is having a conversation with the devil

but I'm demonic?

make it make sense

I believe

first things first

you need to be able to IDENTIFY

who YOUR

devil IS

Identify your is

Identify your is

recognize, establish - belonging to - Isaiah

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Is.

[Is.]

abbreviation

1. Isaiah (in biblical references).

2. Island(s).

you know what I have tattooed down my back

no weapon formed against me

Isaiah 54:17

this is what I mean

it's no way I am demonic

attentive, yes, demonic... hell no

is means the he/she/it form of the verb be

back to Job

God bring Job up

am I reading this right?

God brings Job up to Satan

Job gotta be job

because the closest thing to Satan is a job that we hate

and I ain't necessarily talking employers

I've worked at jobs because I like the supervisor

mortgage industry peep, ever left a job based on a "referral"

ever took a job based on a "referral"

you name is spoken aloud out loud loudly in rooms you don't know exists

and who's talking

God and Satan

so now Satan triggered for whatever reason

he doesn't want to hear shit else about job

and to pacify Satan - God permits, allows Satan to test job

Why did God allow Job to go through this, just to get

more

I wonder was what Job had not enough for him at the time

I am enough

did Job wish or more, did Job not walk in gratitude

or was it enough

and it was simply a sacrifice

Job was chosen

enough said

He was chosen.

He who finds a wife, you want to be chosen so be chosen

you have to follow, do the hard

the hurt

Satan wants to prove that Job's actions were based on his gifts

what he received

"the blessings"

on earth as it is in heaven

as above so below

I am always in alignment with and in the universe God created.

I admit I love God for my gift

it's not the gift of noticing something in the background of a picture

it's the gift of stillness

and my truth is daily readily I accept satan's challenge and I win

even Job's friends talked behind his back

insinuating

in sin u are waiting

go ahead, talk behind my back

they said Job must have done something

121 The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord

I think about this for a second

bankruptcy twice

here we are at 3 finally learning my lesson

he gave me years, chances are years

age, 48

I don't even want to calculate how many minutes that is on this earth

I really want to but I'm not

the earth is moving

and so should you

in a few months it will be summer

the soft night wind, with the sky bright again

the earth is moving

and so should you

but remember to rest

because in rest is the test

Peace. Be. Still.

a curse broken.

I wonder... are we each assigned a specific "curse" to break

what if it kept continuing because you never did fight hard enough to stop it

are you listening?

I am

curse

breaker

breaker, breaker 19

Whatever God leads me to do I'm doing it because I trust that He leads me to my highest good. He has not failed me. He hasn't failed ME!

and I'm not saying yet, I don't create regrets

I talk with intention

next up ascension

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you have to be willing to endure pain and remain faithful

or the enemy will always be inside of me

Do you ever wonder how good Job had to feel, like he was right next to God?

if God is using Satan as a vessel

the enemy will always be inside of me

learn to be happy with yourself

a tool, the test, used by God

shadow, wounds, fears, desires

Shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil?

Job 2:10

so I asked myself, is this drawing me closer to God or away from Him?

and I reflected over my whole entire life

I saw the life in everything

but now, it's dark

returning to my sender

courage, let the journey begin

Is this drawing me closer to God or away from Him?

the start of ... Soul's Journey - Inner Light: Year-End(In) Peace Reflection

December 14, 2024

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