In today's episode of I will rattle off whatever is going on in my brain thinking that releasing it is helping or the new age word we love - healing. What exactly am I healing? What's broken? Does a person heal or do they learn how to cope? When you break something is it ever the same again? When life is happening to you how do you praise God? I see so much about how good God is when life is happening for you… Talk to me about life happening to you Talk to me about losing you

I'd rather just go Today, April 22, 2024 rollercoaster, no elevators up and down I want off of this ride I hate it here said I wanted to do 100 but I'm okay with 48 can't remember much not many happy memories memories of making others happy very few of others making me happy only you can make yourself happy, it's an inside job you can make yourself unhappy by neglecting yourself do unto others as you want them to do unto you will get you used... allow people to show you how t

Mother Moon shining because of sunlight reflection I look up introspection imperfections hitting me like an injection I want to love myself recollection I remember the times before the rejection the affection conception deception misconception just a part of your collection abortion no resurrection time to go in a different direction before election comes selection candidate confession

April 14, 2023 at 9:17pm I'm sitting her watching the Disney movie Wish and I start thinking... I just want to say I watched this movie around 3am this morning. During my backyard chronicles I need a catchier name... I'll think of something. Anyway, while I was in my backyard which we call Animal Kingdom... I saw 3 butterflies... a blue jay... and a bumble bee would not go away from me and of course my usual residents - Mabel, the feral cat... the common grackles, red winged

I hear it’s eclipse season I don’t know the reason for all the ruckus I don’t even want to discuss this as above so below I’m tired of being in limbo ready to explode volcano can’t breathe no airflow I look back at my shadow hello do you have a pillow I thought I got rid of you a long time ago Girl I came back through the window the change in my overflow slow but I got you back at zero I’m going to say this loud and clear stereo Girl shout it from the stage Apollo talk yo shi

Why do women hate women? no men without women no men without women no women without men no women without men together together together I try to be a girl's girl but y'all remind me why it's a man's world I don't want to come for you but you keep coming for me I try to let you be no interaction guess it's time satisfaction turn on the lights camera action posting no caption main attraction no cares about a reaction notifications off no interaction simple mathematics fraction

I could never spell grief without saying i before e. I write this and I think it's I before E - I (me) before E (everything). It took me 48 years to put myself first. 48 years My 8 year old niece who lives with me said to me yesterday - "Tete at this point you let Jordan do whatever he wants". The truth is for the most part I always have. He's 28 now, so he should be doing whatever he wants but her statement really hit me... I tried to parent differently than my parents. The

I hear I can’t think of one thing I rather have than someone loving me it sounds so heavenly sharing pieces of me having a family building a legacy my sanity reminds me this is a fantasy it’s no mystery our society glorifies toxicity I don’t want to be picked random convenient I want to be chosen deliberate preference I hear black boys don’t come back home violently attacked just for being black JB is everything to me Most High God I beg of thee protect him take me uninstall

imperfectly perfect erased perfectly perfect showcased I’m me the rolls on my back some call it fat insecurity attack security comeback I love every part of me who are you to tell me I’m not worthy I love my body imperfectly perfect erased perfectly perfect showcased

you visit her but forget about me how do you not see the love I have for you inside of me you talked to her but not to me I was there for you where was she flee I can’t get it out of my head you see the sacrifice should be just for me I just don’t understand why you can’t see what’s inside of me the empathy sounding like jealousy I scream Lord please have mercy all she cares about is popularity me not necessarily I care more about prosperity to take of my family pregnancy new

I have the strength of a lion but I’m more like a siren mermaid masquerading at see and I meant that literally I see you but do you see me I read your inner G listen closely this ain’t hockey with a goalie this is football better yet cannonball so basically it’s never you it’s always me kinetic energy my potions depend on your motions in my face and behind my back house a mess ransack I attack all composites nasdaq I take over your brain hijack got your mind & soul deepak can

I let the terror inside of me get to me and I canceled the trip I planned just for me the 111 123 wasn’t enough to stop the enemy I didn’t care about a sign or a synchronicity here’s where it gets tricky while not clinically depressed I’ve been stressed forgetting how blessed I am forgetting who’s I am I will never apologize or minimize only emphasize I am the prize I sympathize but all y’all can’t come on this ride I don’t drive so I need to trust who’s on my left side wheth

girl gang are you a member protectHER defendHER wherever forever together or are you sinister a pretender remindHER she’s a treasure tellHER avengHER be a good sister don’t be bitter in her ear whisper the scripture that uplifts HER know when to be a messenger know when to be a listener deliver HER from feeling like a prisoner let her know the monster she sees in the mirror is really a winner

let me get this off my mind matriarch taught me sweetheart patriarch taught me braveheart churchyard to graveyard you can’t see me I have no worries I stay on high frequencies I’m a Pisces Psalms 109 I see how the words align you asinine it’s wartime by the way you talk to me I can tell you don’t know me I told you I was an animal magickal kingdom wisdom biblical flesh eating mammal I’m a feline, a queen + a canine, a bitch watch how fast I switch the switch isn’t a glitch wh

by the way you talk to me I can tell you don't really fuck with me you see I answered that question on episode three by the way you talk to me I can tell you don't really fuck with me you just want my expertise for free by the way you talk to me I can tell you don't really fuck with me while you state your plea I declare and decree better yet guarantee we ain't no muthafuckn friends exactly he said accepting my flaws pause applause for becoming Tikisha led by orisha

Have you ever heard about having a mustard seed of faith? Matthew 17:14-20 A Possessed Boy "Because of your little faith; for amen I say to you, if you have faith like a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, Remove from here; and it will remove. nothing is impossible prayer and fasting I placed a mustard seed in a glass bottle. I can barely see it... that's all the faith I need to have? Oh, I have so much more than the bare minimum. I think of the TikTok creator Soft L

high vibrations I’m not having the same conversations with myself or others you see I discovered the words we mutter cast spells on ourselves I can tell this topic doesn’t sit with you so well Proverbs death and life are in the power of the tongue and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof love those are words from above so I speak life in spite of my situation I keep praising, thanking The Most High in advance no matter the circumstance I will survive I will thrive wi

Listen... When a mom is alive we focus so much on what they aren't doing to meet our needs but they die we want all we can get, even the bad. Is this just me? I love my mother a lot more now that she's deceased. She was wonderful when she was alive but now... I don't know if there is a word: extraordinary. This is going to get personal and if anyone gets offended sorry not sorry... I am truly entitled to feel how I feel and all I can tell you is either stop reading or revis

love is the rule but I’m no fool I know men are cruel using my body as a tool I may be a mule pull you in like a spool let me take you to school sir I’m your most valuable jewel pussy like a pool causing you to drool quit trying to be cool use me a fuel forever your girl Paula Abdul

I struggle with not being loved but I don't want a struggle love or a toxic love struggle... to fight hard toxic... poison love a deep tender feeling of fondness and devotion I want love patient kind I want love it does not envy jealousy living recklessly carelessly desperately needing therapy poetry to give me clarity fantasy to keep my sanity ability to use telepathy successfully creating a legacy melody ecstasy chemistry endlessly ability to give you weaponry successfully