Surviving Pain by Tikisha Banks she came back but she didn't stay she didn't need me anymore or maybe I didn't need her anymore we didn't need each other anymore Today June 16, 2024 I was acting brand new because I knew all along I was not where I belong Where do I belong? I woke up out of my sleep. I had a dream. I had a dream... I grab my paper to write it down it was none there so here we are behind closed doors, the public journal it felt like I wanted to get close to it

Today, May 25, 2024 She said something to attack my appearance I do not like elderly people that feel as though they can say any and everything to a person I retaliated and said some harsh shit back to her her and the lady she was with walked away in disgust - not realizing that I simply replicated their actions hurt people hurt people, we are all hurting... hurt is inevitable ...but so is kindness, right? I told my cousin I wasn’t like a cold-blooded killer I was worse... I

May 15, 2024 I hear you can never trust somebody who wants your life... wolves wear sheep clothing. A wolf is loyal. Are sheep? Mask Off cause what... how did I not see you when I was there? This meet and greet is getting ridiculous. Guess it's not working out for us both. TOMATOES but whatever Patterns of Behavior - Robert Greene God told me to stop talking. It seems as if every time I talk, I get it wrong. I jump to conclusions. I add people in on the conversation... help

Listen... When a mom is alive we focus so much on what they aren't doing to meet our needs but they die we want all we can get, even the bad. Is this just me? I love my mother a lot more now that she's deceased. She was wonderful when she was alive but now... I don't know if there is a word: extraordinary. This is going to get personal and if anyone gets offended sorry not sorry... I am truly entitled to feel how I feel and all I can tell you is either stop reading or revis

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