The Value

May 15, 2024

I hear you can never trust somebody who wants your life... wolves wear sheep clothing.

A wolf is loyal. Are sheep?

Mask Off cause what... how did I not see you when I was there? This meet and greet is getting ridiculous. Guess it's not working out for us both. TOMATOES but whatever

Patterns of Behavior - Robert Greene

God told me to stop talking. It seems as if every time I talk, I get it wrong. I jump to conclusions. I add people in on the conversation... help me jump to more conclusions and/or open my eyes to other perspectives but when I stay silent, sit and wait - God reveals. Things are not always as they seem. People are not always as they seem. I am not always as I seem. Less truly is more.

Patience. Wait. Trust. Faith.

Miami... it's a place I don't think I really need to go back to... well, maybe. I live for "pretty" places and I didn't see such... maybe because of my current tax bracket. I think it was called Ocean Dr - it just looks old, like the 70s. Anyway, I got up Saturday morning 05/11/2024 and watched the sunrise. It looked as if it was rising out of the water. It was magical. I've watched several sunrises before but this one was different. I saw how slow it moved as it was rising. It reminded me how slow things are moving in my life. Slow but moving. Slow but rising.

I had a wonderful day. I met some people that will forever impact my life. I do not believe in coincidences so I know I was in the right place at the right time and the connections I had there, even if I never see those people again - I am forever impacted.

Stranger Man #1... Ms. Rodriguez... Phyllis... Busta... Stanger Man #2 may God bless you all

Alignment. I am so grateful for always being in the right place at the right time.

I'm grateful for slow movement. I'm grateful for rising.

Thank you to The Most High God for allowing me to move slower.

I haven't pulled an oracle card in a very long time. Today I pulled two cards, one from my favorite deck and the other from my favorite artist.

Strength - My strength shines through today.

Competition - Choose environments where support and encouragement flourish. Avoid groups that do not uplift you.

I think of the people in my life that truly uplift me on a regular basis as in every single time I talk to them, again gratefulness. Today 05/16/2024 ...inserting this out of order... Episode 20 we talked about sisterhood and being the woman that talks about other women... we talked about having other women to talk to and I shared how I wish I had someone older to talk to... I said my eldest friend is 52 and I'm 48... while I cherish her and don't want to lose her, I wish I had someone who's been on this earth a lot longer that has experienced somethingssssss to talk to... that I could confide in... and most importantly... someone to correct me. I don't want yes men as confidants.

I want yes men as security. The yes men protect me on go... start. The confidant corrects me. The confidant will tell me when I am wrong. The confidant will tell me how I should handle things. The confidant connects with me spiritually, prays with and over me... covering... the confidant is healing... the confidant uses discernment... the confidant admits her truths... the confidant has boundaries... the confidant has no secrets, she reveals when needed... the confidant is unbiased... the confidant is simply is

I think of how she told me I was looking for a mother. Was I? I guess in a way I am and not that I'm looking to replace my mother with another lady I know my mother's worth to me she's irreplaceable and priceless... but what I would give to have a grandmother... it's not even my mother's wisdom I'm looking for... it's that of a grandmother!

How does it feel to have a grandmother's love? Tell me.

A healing elder as my confidant, remember hurt people hurt people. You have to be healing......

I am grateful for correction.

I'm finally watching Madame Web. The very first scene I hear the word disconnect.

What does the future hold for you? Cassie says... what if I don't want to know.

Do you want to know your future? The future told me - false friends, prison, work.

I've discovered who my false friends were... thank you future. I think of how we consider relatives friends and how we think of friends as family.

I was so terrified of prison. Then I remembered the biggest prison is a home without peace.

By definition the word home means the place where one lives permanently, especially as a member of a family or household.

Truth is just like that Elvis' song... home is where the heart is. Home is where the heart is.

Where is your heart? Is your heart home? Are you searching for the perfect home?

Tikisha, can you share your heart with more?

Y'all for real Mike Epps is in this movie. Oh well that was sadly short lived.

I hear trust your intuition and birds of a feather flock together. ...but they don't.

This movie is moving kinda slow to me.

Cassie says don't do dumb things.

I wonder why we don't all drive taxis. I swear in the movies they go through hell and back untouched.

I get a text - I put a bag on your door handle. Be careful and there's something in there.

I'm excited. I think of how blessed I truly am. Thank you father God! I say a prayer for my friend. I get up and go to the door. Back story - yesterday she dropped me off and when going into the house the dog ran out and I dropped my bag breaking the container. Well look a here, it's the container and another bee container so cute... and the Fenty Skin lip mask I wanted. I am so grateful.

Prioritize Your Joy

Random thoughts in my head: 383, spider, manifestation, birds, family, 666, money tree, water, Britney Spears - Toxic, 345, 222, 333, Adidas, 256, red, elevate, rainbow, enlightenment, drugs, 1010