Clarence

May 17, 2024

I am watching Book of Clarence for the first time, well first time since I seen it at the movie theater...

A nobody.

A man that lacks honor is a nobody.

Clarence says he's not a nobody, but who was he proving that to? Himself?

I notice neutral tones throughout the movie, but I spot the color red... no purples. Red. Blue.

Being the supplier. The only supplier.

Mice. Rats.

Get eaten by cats.

The promises.

I hear home is where you are happy. ...I just said home is where the heart it.

Fulfilling his purpose.

I hear be the body not the shadow... hold space.

Headscarf. Powerful. Strong. Sisterhood.

Her eyes. Poetry.

Did he want to be accepted, protected, or both?

He didn't believe in the Lord. Liars. Fools.

New Beginning. The Sun.

He said I'm going to become the new Messiah.

Sword to Destiny.

Pray they don't stop us. I wonder who they are praying to... Clarence doesn't believe in God.

Do we only call on God in time of need?

Knowledge is stronger than belief...

The Sun is the bad guy... whenever it comes out the bad ideas flow...

The new messiah.

Dark. White. Blue.

God is a jealous God. The Most High God is always first.

He paid to free the slaves.

I wouldn't have let you drown but now I have to crucify you.

More false prophets…

They didn’t see him when he was dirty.

Clarence walked on water with no faith in God.

That was God.

I don't believe. I know.

Canary. Yellow. Greed. Gluttony.

Spiritual bath. Ego.

The Sun.

Commit to it.

Regret.

random Book of Clarence thoughts

I think I need to watch this movie maybe two more times.

Clarence went through a lot to believe… I wonder what made God stay with him every step of the way… I think of his praying mother… covering.

God’s promises.

God’s promises are forever but life in the physical is not.

left or right

I ignite my intuition

this is fact not fiction

not considered a Christian

but God gave me a clear mission

no chasin or actin

selling my soul for a fraction

of the cost

I ain’t out here lost

the broken one

the chosen one

144 it was written

covering keeping my crown hidden

helped me come out of my mental prison

providing me with vision the gift of wisdom

never a victim no matter my decision

like magnetism my optimism attracts dominion

on earth as it is in heaven

seven seven seven

don’t question me or say I’m lucky

God’s prophecy becoming reality

make decisions that reflect your worth not fears

December 5, 2023

I wrote:

It’s never about what you want it’s about trusting the process to get there

Trusting the signs along the way

Just know what you want changes, so the roads are inevitably going to change

However it’s always the best route to said “end game” more like current goal, because when you truly love yourself you trust your intuition to do what best for yourself - you do what it says first and you obtain your goal you don’t just reach you get it