Wisdom

June 2, 2024

When they call you sis…

the day of prosperity makes one forget adversity

the day of adversity makes on forget prosperity

in our prosperity we cannot know our friends in an adversity an enemy will not remain concealed

when a man is successful even his enemy is friendly in adversity even his friend disappears

never trust your enemy

even though he acts humbly and peaceably toward you take care to be on your guard against him

with his lips an enemy speaks sweetly but in his heart he schemes to plunge you into the abyss

though your enemy has tears in his eyes if given the chance he will never have enough of your blood

the sign of a good heart is cheerful countenance

withdrawn and perplexed is the schemer

use freely whatever you have and enjoy it as best you can remember that death does not tarry nor have you been told the grave’s appointed time

happy is the man who meditates on wisdom

June 4, 2024

I've learned the key to life is peace. I asked myself - what is missing...

What do you need to feel as though your life is at peace? I think of how I asked my friend if she had 33 million what would she do with the money? She told me. She asked me. I had nothing.

I didn't know.

I think money is so important, I mean it is. I've considered ending my own life because of not having enough money and now I have 33 million dollars and I don't know what to do...

Geesh, girl come on.

If I had 33 million dollars I would send money to those I love and take my time to strategically plan out what I wanted to do... I want to move slow.

I remember saying if I get rich I would not quit my job

I remember saying if I never had to work again knowing money wasn't a factor I'd be okay with that too

I’ve changed. A lot.

I probably would still work… doing what I wanted to do.

seasons change... I've changed... I don't know if I've ever been so focused on my own life before ...ever in my life... surrendering to God doing things that I never thought I would do...

learning to not overthink

learning to accept the unacceptable... unacceptable behavior to me is acceptable to someone else I can't control anyone but myself... so as long as I just accept me, I can accept the unacceptable... I know I must make decisions that will bring me peace... peace, the key to life

Affirm: When I choose myself I chose peace.

I asked myself, what am I missing to feel peace - Money.

If I had money I would be at peace. Girl, you have money. I ask myself if it was a certain amount... if it was, what was that amount... is it consistency...

What is it about money that brings you peace?

I collected unemployment for 6 months. All my bills were correction are paid. I was not at peace.

I was in constant worry.

I'm entering a new cycle in my life. The cycle where I finally released financial scarcity. I know I need money to survive, but I also know that The Most High God is my supplier. I don't think I knew that before... I don't think I've ever depended on him before...

Understanding life backwards moment

There was not 1 time that he failed me... I think of the messages I received from other people... I think of those who had messages to deliver to me but they never delivered them to me... I think of how all of that was a direct example of all things working together for my good... all my needs were met... all my needs are met... a time to reap... a time to sow... my time to rest and receive

I wonder if my disbelief detoured my own path... if I had trusted from the beginning where would I be now?

Lord I repent of my sins. I repent of not trusting you.

The past isn't real.

What I do know is... I'm at peace... I understand communicating.. I understand respect... I understand ill intent... I understand transformation... I understand solitude... I understand selfishness

Grateful. Thankful. Blessed.

My paths are made straight.

Another chance.

6 months down 6 months to go in this calendar year

I hear it takes 30 days to make something a habit

rising & moon Scorpio …always transforming

and transmuting

Pisces sun, your intuition is always right

6 months

habit, routine, natural

nature

June 5, 2024

When I love I love hard but when I love myself I love even harder… I challenge myself to love myself to the fullest… to live in the now without worrying about the future… to live in the now without jeopardizing the future… to be grateful for what I have… to not even notice what I do not have…

to not even notice what I do not have

because what I have is literally all I need

the truth is memories fade unless you keep them alive

I should never have to say it’s a secret

for if I tell you

you

it should only be between us

us

me & you

7 crows for a secret never to be told

She confirmed… a wolf in sheep’s clothing

karma, correction

unprotected, curses

I repent

I understand

I am grateful

I am receptive

I am ready

Future is now… I can most definitely do this!

Eager not Anxious

deprogrammed or reprogrammed

Growth

June 6, 2024

Day 1 so far so good…