The Position

It's May 1, 2024.

I never thought about all of the steps involved to be in position.

What does in position mean to you? Today, right now in this moment what are you preparing for?

What steps are you taking to be in position?

This isn't an overthinking moment either... actually overthinking - my blog, my opinion - is not trusting God or yourself. It's a form of worry... over by definition mean in excessive manner. Why would thinking excessively ever be justified? Stop! We process over here through prayer and paths... until we don't! Let's try to control our thoughts. Control. I think of Uakeisha & the podcast, a disciplined man.

The Position.

I wanted to be a doctor, a psychiatrist. I was drawn to the mental health field at a very young age.

However, I did not take the required steps for me to be in position...

How many things have you wanted to do but did absolutely nothing to put yourself in position?

According to a Google search -

Abundance is in the bible 71 times, Generations in the bible 119 times

the same search also says 231 occurrences in 12 translations of abundance in the bible

I was born in position.

I was born in position.

I was born in position.

Catch it? You and I were both born in position.

Don't apologize for your standards whether they are based on how you were raised... what you're accustomed to or minimum requirements you've set based on simply living life... don't ever apologize for simply being yourself, each day we are presented with choices to become better versions of ourselves

I didn't know I was ashamed of being spoiled

I didn't know I was worthy of everything I was given because I earned it

I didn't know

I am worthy of everything simply by existing

don't nobody owe you anything... you're right but The Most High God promised generations generations and generations of abundance

Owe vs Promise

Hi, I'm Tikisha and I'm here to claim everything that is mine because it appears my visions were limited but now I can see clearly and I want what those before deserved but didn't get!

she ain't never seen a real n* just thinking he the one - the rapper, Future

facts, thinking he's the one

and turned out he was just another one

where is the one

are you searching for the one

are you in position for the one

Question: Why are you searching for the one? Do you believe you attract what you want?

the things we hear... I want a job... can I attract a job by just waking up wanting a job... more than likely no... there is going to have to be some type of movement...

but does the movement have to be searching?

you'll find him when you're not looking... we attract where we are at...

I wasn't looking and attracted just another one ...what's the key to life... geesh

It's no secret I want companionship.

He who finds a WORTHY wife we often forget there is an adjective in that verse, it's not just wife.

I am worthy.

I think of the things I've searched for... search

to look into or over carefully... humph, I think - things I've searched for have brought me rewards. The things that I wasn't searching for have brought me strife.

I have to think about this some more and more... rewards, strife, searching, existing ...geesh

Be intentional. Search. ...the commitment in the word "search"

Position. ...the beauty of the reward

The thoughts go on and on in my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Lord God said it is not good that the man is alone; I will make him a helper like himself.

Eve was Adam's unasked prayer answered - Jamal Bryant voice.

The Lord God placed Eve there in the garden for Adam. I think of how the Lord God had to have known Eve would disobey the Lord God but the Lord God created her in spite of knowing...

Adam simply existed.

The Position.

But Ruth said "Do not ask me to abandon or forsake you for wherever you go I will go, wherever you lodge I will lodge, your people shall be my people, and your God my God. Wherever you die I will die, and there be buried. May the Lord do so and so to me, and more besides if aught but death separates me from you!" to Naomi.

First of all and your God my God... I don't know. I guess this is how we are born, believing our guardian's (parents, who whomever) God. I've heard a lot of mention of Boaz being the modern day "my man, my man, my man". Was Ruth loyal to Naomi to a fault? Fault as in a moral weakness.

Boaz was a relative of Naomi on her husband's side. Was this already a part of Naomi's plan once her daughter in law said she was not going to leave her... hell, what did Ruth know about Boaz before following Naomi? I have so many questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I get so confused about the story of Ruth... cause after Boaz was drunk Ruth laid at his feet.

I don't know about Boaz being drunk... what's that saying about drunk people?

A drunk speaks a sober mind.

Ruth simply followed the person she trusted the most.

The Position.

I think of Queen Esther. I'm bias. I love her story the most.

My great grandmother's name is Queen Esther, so how can I not?!?!?!

The King declares another woman will become queen.

A Proverbs 31 woman.

Proverbs 27:15-16 Vashti was a quarrelsome woman.

Proverbs 27:17 As iron sharpens iron so man sharpens his fellow man.

Flashback to the Kolorflow Conversations, podcast again... iron sharpens iron.

I get sidetracked to easily.

The women were led and they followed. Crowned Queens.

What if I am chosen?!?! Am I ready??

Is this the position I've been preparing for the last 12 months?

I remember that one time I made a choice when I knew better - a choice

1 choice

several outcomes

choose wisely

The choices we make put us in position.

My niece said Tete what made you start feeding the birds. I told her I didn't know... one day I thought about it and the next day (not literally) I acted on it. There are no words for the joy I feel sitting outside or simply looking out of the window watching the birds visit the birdfeeders.

Nature, my reset button. Hope.

The appearances of birds I've never seen before... how did they find this particular feeder?

Artificial Intelligence says that ravens are mentioned in the bible 11 times.

The last time the ravens are mentioned in the bible are in Luke.

Random thoughts... I most certainly believe in The Most High God... the undeniable truth is the bible is written by man... this blog written by (wo)man... all stories told and written by humans...

nobody is perfect, not even those spoken about in the bible, but you judge me... and I judge you

I flip through the pages of my grandmother's bible in search for Luke 12

what you have said in the darkness will be said in the light

what you have whispered in the inner chambers will be preach on the housetops

I tell myself be mindful of the things you say... the things I say to myself in the dark

the sunken place

the power of death and life are in the power of the tongue

I speak life over and into my life and the life of those I love.

The Most High God allowed me to wake up this morning. I am grateful.

What if my request were answered? Truth be told... would be dead today.

How are you speaking to yourself about yourself and others?

Truth be told.

Paul wrote - Are not five sparrows sold for two farthings?

five birds for 2 coins

The hairs on my head... numbered.

I will not be afraid because I am more valuable than many sparrows.

I look out the window up in the sky and I see a black bird. It's too far up for me to recognize the species.

I look to the birdfeeder and I see a red headed woodpecker.

The birds, the birdfeeder, me not even knowing where the desire to feed the birds came from all remind me of one thing: God's promises.

Encouragement. Hope.

Encouragement in Persecution. Hope in Hostility.

Hope.

I tell myself no matter what is going on I am worth more than 2 coins.

The bible used the word farthings, by definition that means the least possible amount.

I live a life of leisure and luxury. I pause. I look out of the window.

My imagination is so vivid but I can't see it.

I can't see the infinity pool.

I can't see the eating area. The seating area.

The greenhouse.

I can't see the birds. The rose quartz tub. The fire pit.

I can't see the flowers. The tulips. The roses. The bees.

I can feel the sunshine on me. It gets brighter. I can feel peace.

I will speak life in myself and others.

The words... what shall I say... they will come... relax

The Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say.

I hear just be yourself.

The Cure for Anxiety/Trust in God

Luke 12:22-34

Anxious = brooding fear ...thinking of what's to come, negatively

Relaxed = less intense ...staying in the now, positively

I love a relaxed state of mind. I think of my family... "oh you're relaxed".

I am relaxed.

Luke 12:40 You also must be ready, because at an hour that you do not expect, the Son of Man is coming.

The Son of Man. I feel like I need to dig deeper into the phrase "Son of Man".

Is Jesus the Son of Man?

Be ready. All times. When you do not expect it, he is coming...

Daniel said I saw one like a son of man coming in one of his visions...

lion w/eagle wings - human mind, bear w/3 tusks - devour flesh, leopard w/4 heads - dominion

the 4th beast terrifying, extraordinary strength, iron teeth

Ten horns 10 + 1 = 11 - 3 = 8

My brain is on overload

I flip back to Daniel 3:39 and I keep reading until vs 45 I gotta revisit this I may even need to stop now to read the book of Daniel

Judgment

Things that pop out as I am reading... kings, kings of kings, dominion, strength, power, glory, beasts, birds of the air, ruler

you are the head of gold

kingdom inferior

bronze kingdom, rules over the whole earth

a forth kingdom, strong as iron

divided kingdom

partly strong and partly fragile

iron mixing with clay

intermarriage alliances

stone mountain

hand

tile iron

bronze, silver, gold

There is that damn number 3 however it's not 3, it's 4.

Gold Silver Bronze

Did I get this right? The gold is the head, having dominion and strength, power and glory wherever they may dwell - the ruler, Gold.

The inferior kingdom, Silver.

The third kingdom shall rule over the whole earth, Bronze.

There shall be a fourth kingdom, strong as iron; it shall break in pieces and subdue all these others, just as iron breaks in pieces and crushes everything else.

I hear iron sharpens iron but I am reminded of the words clay tile and how the tile, iron, bronze, silver and gold broke into pieces. Everything broke into pieces.

I think of where I started in Luke 12:49-53 the necessity of struggle.

trust your intuition

do not be greedy

be anxious for absolutely nothing

have no worries

know better do better

struggle is necessary

don't be a hypocrite

Christian Standard Bible

says "You know how to interpret the appearance of the earth and the sky, but why don't you know how to interpret this present time? Why don't you judge for yourselves what is right?"

Daniel vs 45

The great God has revealed to the king what shall be in the future; the is exactly what you dreamed, and its meaning is sure.

No clue: Hiss, Snake, Meg Thee Stallion, Rick, Rock, buzzer, dragonfly, 313, Detroit, front to back, back to front, rabbit, reverse, ying and yang, black & white, horn, Stone Mountain, Olympics, 8, Infinity, 2024, the year 8, Life Path 8, Third Eye, moth to a flame, no photo, forehead kiss

I hear if you go back it will be the same... I asked myself go back to where... dumb ass

no looking back

The elevator. Happy. Carefree. I smile at the people around me.

...there are some people around us that we love, but at this moment they may not even cross our minds... no harm ...and others that we think of that we wish could be here in this exact moment...

no harm ...there are those people we haven't even met yet that we wish were right by our side... no harm ...I think of the things that are in my past that are still in existence.

I feel the elevator go up, because I didn't leave anything behind that I wanted.

There is nothing in my past that I want in my future ...it's all with me.

I will allow myself to be spirit led and believe it to see it.

Myself. Me. I.

Me. Myself. I.

I do not care what others think about the choices I make for my life.

so not only do you have to believe it

you have to receive it - know you are worth is way more than 2 coins

to see it - the impossible is possible

There is no need for me to think about what is in the past. I am exactly where spirit led me to be.

I am in position of joy because I allow myself to be spirit led. I know my worth. I believe anything is possible and today is the day others see the impossible is possible.

What's your method? BELIEVE IT TO SEE IT or SEE IT TO BELIEVE IT

If Nara Smith can make bubble gum from scratch we can too!

I decided to veil, cover my head... I am changing, so my style is changing.

Everything is changing. Evolving.

Modesty. No, not at all. I decided to cover my head.

Religion. No, not at all. I decided to cover my head.

Spiritually... Yes, I decided to cover my head while praying and prophesying.

September 2023 my friend told me to cover my crown. I have only been consistent with that while spending time at my altar whether that is on behalf of myself, family or clients.

If I am with you and my head is uncovered... I ponder that.

It's May. Beltane. Spring forward into summer... changes...

Bloom

last week I was full of gloom

one foot in the tomb

now I'm simply me

as if I just came out of my mother's womb

no longer pretending to be who I want to be

I am she

on my best behavior

finally acting like I know my Lord and savior

who with precision makes provision and ignites division

cause everybody can't come along, subtraction and addition

peasant to princess

I've always said I was the main character in my story. I'm not God is.

My thoughts are all over the place today! I really want to re-read this to make sense of all that is leaving my brain but yeah... no, not happening