Spirituality broke me open. It made me question everything my God, my destiny, my purpose. Is it written, or am I just lost in the search?

I don’t have a neat, hopeful answer for this. I wrote this because I needed to say it because I’ve prayed, I’ve waited, I’ve believed, and I’m still here, wondering if any of it has even mattered. If you’ve ever felt like faith is a weight you’re carrying instead of a light guiding you, then maybe this is for you too. Prayer for When You Feel Like Giving Up Father, I don’t know if I have it in me to keep going. I’ve prayed. I’ve waited. I’ve believed and yet, here I am tired,